Let the light brighten the darkness

2009-09-01T22:15:00.000-07:00

oh blogger works now. wonder of wonders.

SIP ends in a few weeks! Happy me.

i havent been blogging in a super long time but oh wells.

Hallyu it seems has arrived on my shores and I've caught the bug. That is bad.

I've been making a list of things I want to get. As usual. bad.

2009-08-31T06:44:00.001-07:00

i seriously think there is something wrong with blogger.

2009-08-04T23:13:00.000-07:00

Was reading abt all the latest drama surrounding my favourite grp.

I cant believe their using a song by yoo chun and jaejoong for hello kitty's 35th anniversary! LOL

But i hope they break away frm SM. but yunho must join them! i dont really care abt changmin though.

Come and see.

2009-08-04T18:55:00.000-07:00

I want a new watch!!!!!

I saw this absolutely beautiful Burberry watch! Any kind soul out there wana get for me??? LOL

Nice no??

And I am in love with the Burberry store at ION. Anyone got lobang for job there?????

2009-07-26T21:04:00.000-07:00

i owe a super huge post. See how.

I'll just blog abt the weekends first.

Friday night's movie with May and Fion was great. Finally all 3 of us cld meet up aft so long. We shld meet up again-minus the movie of course.

Sat started with a trip to kason's.
It was like empty. Gahh. I wish the next time when i did a full set it wld be just as empty.

So anyway, he got this new girl to do my hair.. and i found out she was an intern. oh but i didnt do much to my hair so it was ok. but i wld have preferred for shampooboy to do it. (btw, i still hv no idea whats his name)

spoke to kason abt seeing shampooboy at cine and aft 10 mins of watching that intern do my hair, shampooboy came over and we started talking. then kason came and he was wishing shampooboy congrats for breaking up with that girl. LOL

I was laughing like crazy i tell you. HAHA. Seriously. i hope the place will be empty when i go next time. I miss talking to Kason like that. Usually he'd be just cutting hair and I dont want to break his concentration (My hair's on the line btw)

next up met shah, sabrina, derek and ryan for ice skating!!

Super fun! with everyone falling down (mostly shah) and watching all the cute super pro kids. There was even this small girl with pink skates and matching pink gear. LOL. Fion wld hv loved that.

AFT which Shah, Ryan and I left for east coast to a failed night cycling event. ryan went off for some singing aft steamboat with the 2 of us.

So Shah, me and this freshie made our way to bugis to find the main coms. since we were in a hurry, we went for a short cut. Of all places at ECP. So we pushed our bikes up the expressway before racing down to suntec! Super fun!!!!!

Went tau huey at rochor wheer we saw izak and i met kevin. His face was FREAKING RED!!!!!

Went barrage where we slept like no tmr and then back to marina! WOOOOO!

2009-07-07T05:43:00.000-07:00

Things have come to an eerie calm. I don't really know how to describe it.

In any case, I realise I need to be more independent with myself. Actually, I need to be more comfortable with being alone. I can be independent, the only problem is, I won't be very comfortable.

Besides, everyone's too busy in their own world, sorting out the mess that is life. Who on earth will have time to stop and help this poor boy at the side of the road?

2009-06-26T10:10:00.001-07:00

Thank you for the many wonderful memories we shared for the past few years. Its been an intriguing journey filed with its own ups and downs.

I wish you all the best in your future endeavors as we both open a new chapter in the book of life.

2009-06-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

Well, so many things have happened. Work is super tiring now and i dont want to talk abt it since it is an experience i wld want to forget.

SU Subcom camp was quite fun. ok the programme wasnt really but the people were. What started with Derek and me crapping online, meeting up before SIP spread to rayna, shah, sinyan, fion, ryan. Then we decided to have dinner before going.

So the first night, them, plus C'zia jyeah, Sabrina, Grace and Jolene joined us at AMS' clubroom (which obviously was forbidden since we were supposed to be sleeping at the sports complex). They camwhored with alistair.

We came up with cheers!!! like for us! haha. on the 2nd say, we randomly cheered like siao. I bet everyone was annoyed by us. But who cares? We're graduating!

Just before camp ended with the traditional sch song etc, the grp sang our hearts out. ok maybe not singing but screaming! i almost lost my voice at that moment. so my brother thought i was like cheering non-stop. which obviously was not the case since i only screamed at the last moment. I loved the thrill of it, cheering with your friends and as you look on your left and right, friends whom you know will be leaving with you soon. That is an experience I will not miss.

oh and my face is peeling!!! GAHHHH ANNOYING SUN!

ok i need an outing soon. and a best friend.

2009-06-17T21:09:00.000-07:00

Found this picture of the shampoo boy and kason rushing with my hair. lol

Speaking of which, i saw the shampoo boy yesterday with his girlfriend at Cine. Like damn shocked to see him. HAHAH His hair looked different. hmm

Watched Dance Subaru yesterday and the show was fabulous. The director did a brilliant job pacing the show. It was almost two hours but you dont feel time drag by.

At the same time, the cast did a wonderful job. Granted the director was not able to fully develop the other characters besides Subaru, they did a masterful job of acting their parts and their roles to give a very realistic feel.

Although in the end, I think the show was filmed abt two years ago since DBSK's hairstyles were so outdated. HAHA. Jae Joong was sporting his plat blond hair which was something he had two years ago. He moved on to more natural shades yo!

Oh and btw, I think the lead actress is freaking hot. :)

2009-06-16T05:19:00.000-07:00

there has been so much happening. terribly sorry for not updating.

well for starters, work has been an ass. period. thank god for coleen giving brilliant advice.

went shopping on sunday again cuz i was extremely depressed abt recent happenings such as fion ps-ing me, rushing my appointment with kason, and not buying anything at orchard. that was all on friday. sat was just as bad. damn anti-social with everyone at home. i cant believe my mom can say that she doesnt have money to give me for allowance but still buy not just another gucci bag, but also an LV one. wth. wtv. like coleen said, i should never allow anyone to dictate my emotions.

anyway, bought a pair of shoes and two tops on sunday with a highly random group of people including leeshen, persie, c'zia jyeah and mich. an extremely wierd grp.

2009-06-02T18:12:00.000-07:00

Quite a few things to blog. Wanted to blog last weekend BUT i forgot. Oh wells.

Primary School Gathering/ Celebrating my Bday/ Sending Nadiah off to Sydney/ Celebrating Azyan getting into Med sch.

Suddenly, Azyan was so into phototaking that day. HAHAH
Azyan's cute gift. LOL. Welcome to med sch.

The

Ok this was Khairul driving us back. But there's a funny story to this. I dont know how but he took a wrong turn cuz he said he saw the word changi whilst at the expressway. It was changi VILLAGE! LOL. So we made a huge detour.

May hasnt uploaded pics from Night at the Museum 2 outing. oh wells. will blog abt that when it comes. Having dinner with Joey, Nicole and XY later. Yay.

2009-05-30T23:42:00.000-07:00

I am officially annoyed with my mom. period.

She's asking me questions about Gucci and LV bags.

Then when I said that we dont even have enough for food, she still wants to buy her bags, she laughed cynically and complained to my dad. So i just repeated her exact words that day, that she said we had to cut cost so we only had this certain amount of food for the day (which was quite little so i ate out for dinner with my friends and she also complained abt that). She came out with this lame excuse.

WTH. And now she's blabbering non-stop abt the prices in europe, she still has the audacity to ask me qns like, LV and Gucci frm where? Go find out yourself.

Annoying.

AAAAHHHHH! Can she shut up?
She's asking my dad for money now. Like hinting all the stuff she wants. goodness!

ok sry. just needed to rant!

2009-05-28T18:02:00.000-07:00

I realise I need to find a new drive for myself.

Shah text me early in the morning, posing as the clubbing ghost and asking to go club next week. LOL. I was so shocked that I laughed out loud and managed to wake my brother up. IT was hilarious. Imagine getting that kind of text at 6am.

ok this reminds me, I have yet to reply him.

I am itching to do something. Goodness.

Oh my mom asked me if I was going home early today and when I told her no, she replied sharply:"Why?!"

And when I told her I was going out with friends she said that I kept going out non-stop.

Hello? How many times have I been out this week? Counting tonight, TWICE! And if thats not the answer she wants to hear then don't ask. seriously.

GSS starts today and the offers are bloody brilliant! But I'm broke :( Cuz I just brought for my brother his Wii thingi.

Seriously need a holiday man. HongKong, Japan come soon!

2009-05-27T23:32:00.000-07:00

i fell sick on monday. so i was on mc again on tue. Gah. what a waste of mc.

Yesterday's dinner was great. Met up with Kellyn and to my amusement, jonathan came along. thank god kel was there. everytime jon started crapping she wld just give a very sarcastic remark. haha. cheryl was late as usual.

We had dinner at Waraku and it was not bad, though the waiter's english was as gd as his jap (which he vainly tried to greet with) which just means it suck. and the 4 of us being who we are, we didnt speak mandarin.

After dinner, we wanted to chill out and since it was ladies night, all the clubs were pack, so jon came up with this 'ingenious' idea to visit his favourite pub. he dragged us from one end of clarke quay to the other end of boat quay to Harry's to listen to the band. After one drink and a few songs, we went back home. Thank god. But that annoying brother of mine went to my cousin's place to watch soccer with my cousins without telling me. ass.

anyway, it was so nice to see them all again. its not often i get to hang out with them. no offence my other friends, but they arnt the very sophisticated kind. with them, we usually end up at some fast food place or something.

I would so love to go out with kel and cheryl again. yay

2009-05-24T18:23:00.000-07:00

ok i have a great many things to blog abt today.

lets see. first was friday.
the elections has finally ended with quite a few surprises poping out.
Nicolette is now the new president of TPSU. although many were surprised, I was not.
I hope she manages to succeed and push through the necessary changes to instill life into SU again.
The new committee has both ups and downs. oh wells. what can we do. Grace and me were talking abt it and what we were going to afterwords. i offered nicolette whatever i can. like what i told her, i can promise her that i will be there if she ever needs me but i cannot do the same for TPSU any longer.

next up was the highlight of the week. dinner with primary school darlings!
i was at my mom's friend's place first at pasir ris so when haikal called me we decided to meet up and go together.

the funny part was that i went to his bus stop but he went to the other one. so it was like LOL. and then he RAN to the bus stop i was at and his excuse was that he needed to train. HE IS BALD!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
oh the funny part is that he, hafiz and azyan's bf are in the same squad. such a small world.

so we travelled to the airport together and we met the rest. besides the usuals, din and azyan's bf joined us. so there were two khairuls there. how wierd. nadiah's TKGS friends joined us as well. we practically dominated secret receipe and were so loud. oh we congratulated azyan on her getting into med sch. i'm so proud of all of them. they all managed to get into uni. even haikal!!!

it was like damn nice la. so throughout the course of the whole thing i found out how small the world is. turns out azyan's bf is hab (:p)'s 2nd cousin who stays only 2 blocks away frm her and happen's to be frm the same primary sch as farahyn and hannah who is syazlina's cousin (ok the latter i alr knew). and i also found out azyan is quite close to my cousin arina. damn small world.

his quite a nice guy i realised. oh and khairul sent syafiqah, ain and me home. we took a wrong turn! LOL. that guy damn blur.

oh and celebrated my brother's bday yest. dad bought for him a Wii. oh wells.

ok pics frm my bday up!

i'll cnt find the lounge ones. oh wells.

2009-05-21T18:32:00.000-07:00

And the dust has finally settled. Talked to Grace yesterday and again I told her how nonchalant I feel.
I've set new priorities and I intend to fulfill them.
At the same time, I realised how itchy I am. I'm even thinking of not studying in Australia and going somewhere else. Crazy.

I'm in a desperate need for a hobby. A cheap, useful and fulfilling hobby.
Oh and I need discipline. I told myself I'll stop spending so much (which seemed to be working so far) but then again, I haven't really gone out much. Having dinner with my primary school darlings tmr at the airport. Supposedly it's to celebrate Azyan's acceptance into med sch and Nadiah's flying off to god knows where.

Which just made me realise. She's flying off! I'm stuck here in Singapore. PLus, I have this strong feeling she's going to Sydney to visit her sister. AND ITS WINTER IN AUST!!!!!

May still hasn't put up the pics we took whilst clubbing. I think she's gona put it up with the clubbing session she had with Shah and co. Annoying. Ask me to join them but since it was a wed i had to politely decline. I have early morning work on thursday! Hate work. Goodness.

Anyway, I'm watching Shining Inheritance now. This is what I do on the LONG train ride to clementi- watch dramas.

Anyway, this drama stars Seung Gi. I remember the gameshow where he was featured and he liked Chae Yeon, this girl who happens to be almost old enough to be his mom. To be fair, she is really damn hot. Like really. Oh and Seung Gi can sing damn well.

I love dramas. The taiwanese ones are so exaggerated and unrealistic, the Japanese ones have brilliant plot and storyline and the Korean ones have this fabulous ability to toy with your emotions and bring you on this roller coaster ride. I think the Asian media industry is simply stupendous. I'm in awe. Too bad I'm too lazy to work hard for it. LOL.

Actually, I wouldn't mind acting in a Jap or Korean drama, but not a local one. Local dramas are dead boring. I went for a few and its so boring. The ideas are always the same, the execution is just not there.

Oh and I just found out two interesting facts.

1) Seung Gi is a gd fencer. omg fencing!!!!!! I might do that. I always wanted to la.
2) the female lead from the drama is acting in Heaven's Postman! The same drama which has Jae Joong. BRILIANT!!!! I think her acting is superb! I seriously felt damn sad when she broke down in the drama. Damn good acting and cinematography.
oO cinematography. haven't used that word for some time. Not since film I think.

I miss film class!!!!! At least I'm meeting Kellyn and Cheryl for dinner on monday. Cheryl wants to meet up for dinner+drinks. I think i'll skip the latter and go for just the dinner. I have work the next day! seriously. Work is spoiling my fun.

2009-05-19T18:21:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was great!

Watched Angels & Demons at GV. I preferred the book though. They deleted a whole character, that Cern director and they got rid of the fact that that professor who was murdered was Vittoria's father. Oh and that Cardinal didnt become the pope. I mean, that wld have been better. In the show only one of the Preferriti survived. But what was the point? And why would the college of cardinals remove the that Cardinal from the position of great Elector and not vote him as Pope? Most importantly, they didnt reveal that the Carmelengo was actually the late Pope's son! What a spoiler.

After the movie we went for dinner at Swensens and the both of us got tempted by the lobsters.

Thank you so much for the brilliant treat yesterday!!!! I loved the food, movie and company yo!

YAY!!!!!!

2009-05-17T18:19:00.000-07:00

Birthday weekend is over. It was nice. The people who were there truly made it my day but i was bitterly disappointed by some as well.

Lets see. Qimin was the first to wish me. I think partly cuz she wanted to sleepe arly since she had sch th enext day. HAHA.
And, I was extremely delighted and shocked when grace called me to wish me. I was like wah. But lucky for her I was still awake and wasnt planning on sleeping soon or else I wld have screamed at her for waking me up.

Lunch with Presley was fun, though I still dont know the names of the other two we had lunch with. oh and i had to rush all the way home and back to sch to get Alistair cuz i had to help emilla with the certificates.

HTHT with Brendon Lee and Grace was nice too. it was a random and in the heat of the moment thing. but ya, i'm beginning to understand brendon more. esp since i talk to melissa quite regularly nowadays.

SU appreciation thingi was nice i guess. it was hilarious when yvonne and tatyi tried to block my view suddenly and pretending nothing happened. oh come on. obviously i knew. plus it was a wierd combi. yvonne so short and tatyi quite tall. HAHA. But thanks so much my darling sister nicolette for coming all the way to sch for me.Thanks so much to Ella, Emilla, Kelly, Claudine and persie for wishing me so nicely. LOL.

Of course i have to thank all the wonderful people for wishing me. Though i was disappointed with some. shant mention names here. maybe in lj ltr.

Fion came late as usual -_- so we cabbed to her place then went to bdk to meet up with may. and i was extremely delighted when i found out nicholas cheong and james were coming for the party! YAY! but 2 people ended up cancelling on us. shant bother to even mention her name.

Had alot of fun at Zirca and Rebel. OK we spent most of the time at Rebel and then went Lunar for a short while. It was so nice to spend time with Martin, Nicholas, Fion, May and James.

Oh and May almost got grinded by some random guy. lucky martin and i were there.LOL

I really enjoyed my time there, and esp with May and Fion. It was a very nice session. I really hope we continue this great friendship.

Oh and yesterday night i was damn happy! My cousins from perth called!!!! OMG! I was abt to enter the car when i got a call. so i thought it was just my mom asking me to hurry up then when i saw the unknown number thing i thought it was just my grandma so didnt really wana bother to ans. when i ans, i was like hello, whose this? is this tasha? OMG! HELLO! I was like crazy in the car! I love my cousins to death there! Then since i was in the car with my family, cldnt really talk too much with my aunt cuz my mom was there, but we had a few inside jokes. I miss them to death pls. and i feel so guilty now cuz i didnt even wish them happy bday. i cant wait for them to come back in sept. i'll get them a super big gift i swear!!! my only regret was i didnt get to talk to hyder cuz i think he was sleeping.

ok i cnt belive i typed all that in one paragraph.

i'll post the pics up soon. oh and i forgot to mention i saw kellyn at clarke quay. i was walking with martin then i saw this girl. i was like eh she quite familiar. look like kellyn. and she stared at me. i think we stared at each other for 2 seconds then went OMG! we practically jumped at each other. HAHAH. yay. then talked to cheryl yest. we're gona meet up for dinner next week! YAY!!!!!

ok i have to go back to work. cherios.

2009-05-11T19:33:00.000-07:00

Things are looking slightly better now, though I still havent received my pay.

Birthday coming soon and all. Oh wells.

Oh i was quite proud of my work for Ella for the elections. Not bad for someone who hasn't used photoshop in ages. haha.

I'm more cheerful now which is good too. Maybe its because of the company i have, as in not the company my job but company as in the friends i'm surrounded with. there are still a few i miss though. gahh.

Oh i just read John's blog. and by John I mean John Tay, my secondary school classmate. I decided i should put up more pictures of people i talk abt so at least i can remember them in the future.LOL.

So, here's John.

OMG. I just realised he just dyed his hair blond. HAHAHAH. Sorry, inside joke. I remember in school, he said he would never dye his hair. Well, look how much times have changed. In fact, is colour isn't even like a dark colour but his hair is so BRIGHT!

So nostalgic. It so happened that he was one of the few who was online just now and i decided to visit his blog for the first time in a year.

He was such a nice person. Abit too holy, but nice nonetheless. Reminds me of Kay. But I'm quite close to Kay, I was never close to him. Plus, he would give class outings a miss, most of them anyway, since he was extremely involved in his church.

So anyways, I realised what I would like to see this year. A class reunion. Is that even possible? But I should never say never since I have been going out with my primary school darlings quite regularly, though this week's outing is postphoned to next week. oh wells.

Ok I think I'm on abit of high right now since I had the worst night this month (was just falling asleep when kelly had to call me 4 times to wake me up! then huijing texting me) and I slept at only 12.30! Plus, I woke up at 5 to finish Ella's poster. so I'm drinking lots of coffee now to keep me awake. Lol. Anyway here's what i did for ella. ok nvm. will do it another time. The colour looks rubbish when i uploaded just now. damn.

omg so this means this post only has John's face -_-

Oh and on another note, Happy Birthday Grace! or rather happy belated one since it was yesterday.

2009-05-10T01:52:00.000-07:00

tmr there's work. argh. shit.

Anyway, this week is like packed alr man.

Monday- tea with Emilla, Ella and maybe Kelly
Tuesday- Bakerzin with Hilyah, Erwin and maybe Irving and Grace
Wednesday- press conference at the National Museum
Thursday- Gala opening of exhibit at the Museum
Friday- MC and party time. HAHA

And i have to slot in shopping for my friday outfits, finishing my 3 articles and getting my contacts and face stuff. i am broke. oh and shopping for extras. goodness.

Plus I have to slot in a host of things. Maybe i shall shop on wed aft my press conference since i'll be near PS. But i hate stuff at PS. Aiya.

Oh but I'm gona get to play tennis on the 22nd! YAY! with the darling orange people. finally man.
ok going to my aunt's place now. take care yo.

2009-05-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

I realised something, i love people who can speak good english. Like seriously. esp celebs frm non-english speaking countries.
Example, was watching evan yo singing complicated and i was blown away by his perfect diction. and also like that receptionist at Kason's.

movie with the grp was nice though i dont thing X-men Wolverine was that gd.it was so so only.

oh yes and i'll be on MC this friday which means i get to go sch! YAY!!

Haha. Planned in advance :) and so far its been planned well.

I'm gona go to the doctor in the morning then have lucnh (i hope) with martin. He still owes me sashimi! then tea with presley and for now its empty but i want to do some stuff.

and i decided to be healthy again! YAY!
Like ran again today. twice a week man! though i'm quite syre nxt week i only have time for one.

2009-05-06T17:48:00.000-07:00

I'm made the final decision and I am standing by it. God knows how much I've been through these past few days.

At least now I've become even closer with so many friends. Haha. Things really do happen for a reason.

I now have more time to spend with Emilla, Kelly and perhaps Ella. And I'm close again to May, Fion, Yanti and perhaps Nicholas. The old times have finally arrived again and I hope this really last.

Japan trip coming up. I really hope it works out. This got my adrenaline pumping again. HAHA. Japan, beautiful Japan.

I'm alr thinking of the clothes I'm gona bring and buy there. LOL. PLus, I found sponsors :)

Oh and I absolutely have to start jogging today. I'm such a lazy ass. argh.

Went for dinner with my aunt yesterday. enjoyed myself loads. love you aunt!
Talked about so many things. Its been so long since we had this wide ranging discussion. Must ask my cousin to join us nxt time. And it'll be at Starbucks next.

I so cant wait for tomorrow. Then next week :)

2009-05-04T02:06:00.001-07:00

So my 19th birthday approaches. I hope it will be a welcome distraction from all the events currently unfolding around me. So far its sounding better then the last. but then again, it doesnt take much to beat last year's.

i want to be with everyone but i dont know if its possible. its almost confirmed that my bday will be spent with the same people i entered TP with. how nostalgic. 15th and 16th will be spent with them since it is may's, james's and my bday. i'm not to sure if james cn join us but i hope he does. as well as nicholas cheong. thats like my greatest wish. then next up wld be with darling ophix.

i've compiled my own wishlist. perhaps God or santa (or wtv else there is) will be listening (or reading)

- go on a long deserved holiday to hongkong to shop for my porter bags and explore the beauty of shopping there
- explore taiwan and of course shop
- see the sakura's bloom and enjoy the beautiful weather in japan
- shop in korea and try to spot my idols
- and of course what else can i do in new york but just shop, shop and shop.

- that fabulous trenchcoat
- that top I saw Steven Lai wearing (i dont have to worry abt being seen wearing the same thing as him. his in new york anyway)
- new shoes
- i want to revamp my wardrobe with burberry, hugo boss, CK, LV and Lanvin
- i need a new bag
- oh and seeing my idols. ok make that meeting!

so far fetched. oh and suddenly i have the urge to study fashion. goodness. my parents will murder me if i tell them.

2009-05-02T20:59:00.001-07:00

oh wow. i think i have a secret crush on someone. HAHAHA. now i know how yanti and fion feel. ok wait. they dont count. but yea. strange how you can feel very attracted to someone on screen, their on screen personality etc. i'm such a sucker for perfection.

at least its a pleasant distraction from the current brewing storm.

2009-05-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

I cant be bothered abt such matters anymore. thats has been life all along. C'est la vie. both the good and the bad.

2009-04-27T01:25:00.000-07:00

The weekends were very mixed. Stupid DBS spoiled my Saturday. I'm gona make noise at the office later.

At least Sunday was great. Went for Zetten outing and guess who I saw first; Derence and Desmond. Its like every outing confirm see them first. Played bridge then donkey with people and i ended up going home with erwin. Tmr's Gelare day with Erwin, Hilyah, Grace and Irving! YAY.

Rushed to Kason's where I finally managed to meet up. I had to cancel Sat's appointmet because of the stupid machine which ate my card.

His place is alright I guess. Its more classy but i prefer his previous one at CS. It was more cramped but gave a more homely feel. The staff were mostly older though. All damn experience. But, I like the staff! LOL.

There's this two old women, one looked almost as old as my grandma. LOL

Then the shampoo boy was like freaking great la. PLus, he was more gd looking then the one at CS. LOL. serious. and his also from malaysia. wah so many hair people frm malaysia. and all my fave are from there too! LOL. next time i go there shall look for more. haha.

and the receptionist was quite gd too. she spoke damn well (not your typical cheena receptionist). even i complimented her on her vboice and diction. quite sexy.

and last but not least i love my hair now. the colour's more subtle and its short. shorter then usual anyway.

But now work's a killer. My supervisor is away on mc till wed and I'm stuck with my publisher whom i absolutely abhorr since my editor comes in only in the afternoon plus she's not in tmr. GAHHH.

shall blog more in lj. au revoir

2009-04-24T00:12:00.000-07:00

yesterday was quite ok. Coleen and me went for the fashion show reasonably late. i mean we were there for the show, not to hear denise keller talk. there were quite afew VIPs there including Toni & Guy's director's wife, steve chia, timothy goh, WGB's frontman bryan, the two 98.7fm djs, and a few others i forgot. David was there covering the event too.

I feel the urge to shop. serious. when will i get my pay?!

if only i earned thousands and not hundreds. aaahhh... i'm a spoilt brat so sue me.

and i realised thinking is so condusive. HAHAHAHA

ok one more week down. 22 more weeks to go. TGIF man. wonder what i'm gona do tmr aft meeting kason.....

2009-04-20T23:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday turned out to be good. had dinner at Geek Cafe with Fion, Nicholas and May. Yanti was so touched she nearly cried.

And so many things became clearer. I finally realised that this person whom we thought was blind was actually smart, knowing how to make use of people.

In any case, the food there wasnt bad but there was quite pricy, though Caleb did manage to get the supervisor to give us $10 off. but the supervisor was quite nice, give us 1 for 1 for the drinks and all, and obviously i went for it. HAHA. Which was why I spent about $40 yest. I'm broke for the week!

Oh and amelia wanted to hijack the meeting by telling nicholas to meet at simpang. him being the blur one thought everyone was going. too bad. then the rest felt so guilty abt not asking her (she would have just stolen our food) they kept trying to mention my name to her since she obviously knows i don't tolerate rubbish like her. anyway, i cant be bothered abt her. too bad her attempt to spoil this thing failed.

gona meet nicolette later for dinner. gah. my poor week is practically gone!

but special thanks to hab for helping get the address. even with that we spent almost 20 mins looking for the place when it was actually right infornt of us!

2009-04-18T23:19:00.000-07:00

One week down, 23 more weeks to go. My God.

In any case, yesterday's outing was terribly boring. Grace, aka taizi, and I were so bored we left and ended up having ice-cream at Haaegen Daz where we saw Kelly and Emilla. Wonderful.

SIP is seriously exhausting me out. So little time to do anything now. I have this small window of after 7 to meet up and socialise AND at the same time, have enough sleep (since I have to wake up at 5.30 every morning) and watch my drama (the 9pm one).

goodness. i'm alr yawning now. At least tomorrow i'm meeting up with may and fion for some stuff. the old times man.

ok i have to finish my logbook. take care

2009-04-13T07:06:00.000-07:00

I'm back home.

First day of work was alright i guess.

Better then expected. I guess the best part was that i had quite a gd supervisor and damn nice colleagues.

Serious. didnt do much except to check that some numbers were correct and attended one meeting.

oh wells. i have deadlines this week and next. Which reminds me.. I need a freaking organiser! OMG something from Printz please!!!!

oh and if you guys know of any damn great store, please tell me. i need to find and write articles. AAAHHH.

i am so in the mood to shop. Seriously. helps me feel better.
Yesterday's outing with Fion, JY, Shermain and of course god bro was damn fun! had zhi char aft.

oh and i went to Tamp 1 for like 10 mins just now. I saw Kason!!!!! OMG! Cant wait to go cut hair. i'm targetting next week!!!

2009-04-11T08:43:00.000-07:00

So today went better then expected. I loved the wear i dressed. with the loafers and all for sentosa. seriously. then when everyone commented i dressed very well, wah say. made my day!!! YAY!!

So i've decided to heck care and just dress damn glam for everything to help me feel better!!

oh and the drama just now between SP and TP was quite interesting. LOL

i'm extremely exhausted. need major sleep. gahh

2009-04-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

I'm speechless now. I just found out martin's not going genting. He just left for New York.

Fion told me this a few minutes ago. Now, I just dont know what to say. I'm still in denial.

He better not have left for good!

I just went through a hell of a ride within 4 mins.

2009-04-08T18:56:00.000-07:00

And so it marked the end of FOC. it has been an interesting experience and I'm glad we got first.

To the year 3s, I hope that you managed to achieve what you wanted.

Well, sadly, i didnt like how FO ended.

I can see how this is working out. Perhaps it is my style or something but i realise i hardly bonded with my freshies to the extent that we actually really got to know each other.

as sad as that sounds, oh wells. perhaps it is for the best.

a shout out to some of my gls who really made this FO a truly memorable one including 2 who were my personal gls 2 years ago, CK and eileen, as well as the new ones, gayu, farah, erwin, li jun, irving, simin, to a certain extent amber, YC, hilyah, chelsie, jiayi and of course Bernita.

as for the freshies, i realised perhaps the only ones who i think would know me and still bond with me when we go out would be my tprawkers and perhaps just grace. quite sad really.

oh wells.

2009-04-05T00:42:00.000-07:00

now i have more time to blog abt FOW in detail.

I think my freshies are so sweet
esp on perf night and last day.

for perf night they suddenly were like cheering their gls on and wah lau, all the gls frm the other empires just stood up and did the zetten cheer with my freshies. DAMN SWEET!!!! my friends and i were so touched we felt like crying. then on the last day, the gls frm the other empires did a last min mass gl cheer but my gls were somewhere else having some talk so our part of the cheer there was no one to do la. my freshies just stood up and did our cheer. SO LOVE!!!

project emo was like put on hold throughout the camp. tsk.

anyway, i love the frshies. hahah. but not much mpact frm FOW
lets see how FOC will be

2009-04-04T09:14:00.000-07:00

FOW is over. LOL. happening. ok la.

2nd place was brilliant. The moment they announced we were 2nd, the whole empire just jumped and acted as if we won 1st or struck the lottery. That was how thrilled we were.

I'm quite sad with my sub- empire freshies. serious. i'm not close to any of them. the one i bonded with on the first day, marcus, didnt come aft the 1st day. WTH!!!!!!
the ones i was close to like desmond, grace and sharmian wasnt frm my own sub-empire. rubbish!
FOC better give me great freshies!

Presley was being rubbish as well. he was like trying to be low profile but was high profile at the same time. LOL

and i got to know more GLs!!! its like i'm more bonded with hilyah, earwin, lijun and amber, besides the others.

oh and the first night was..... quite..... wierd. the grp was playing games where we had to kiss each other and...... lets just say it was extremely.. interesting. LOL. Its in my LJ. HAHAHAHAH

Oh and gabriel was so sweet. coming over all the way to celebrate his anniversary with nicolette. obviously, i had to help him. and i spent more then an hour which i cld have used for sleep to help him!!!!!

will blog more details tmr

2009-03-31T20:13:00.000-07:00

as i was looking through facebook, i saw some pics my juniors put up.

a wave of emotions just suddenly struck me.
seriously
i miss Perth so much.

the freedom, the joy of spending time together with my friends, the independence, the nostalgia of meeting my cousins and of course the shopping.

i learnt so much in Perth. OK academic wise, i dont think any of us learnt anything. but we learnt so much life skills and we grew up there. truly.
after all, spending 3 weeks with only a group of people can be extremely daunting. you learn to hate, tolerate then love each other.

FO is tomorrow. I'm not up for it. plus haikal and hafiz go in next week for NS. I will so miss them.

2009-03-27T09:02:00.000-07:00

DnD was quite ok. some were interestingly dressed.

anyway i decided that i wont try anything. as in i wld rather just leave the thing be. i'm out of depth for this one. i seriously cant be bothered anymore. and besides, the person incharge who was supposedly close to me alr found his new friends. so i shant care any longer.

i longer hold as much sway as before. mostly because i'm not running and since i've been away for some time. due to the last few weeks of sch when i was swamped with work and with hongkong.

serious;y i'm not even bothered to go for FO now. there's just no feeling to it.

now what i want more then all is a best friend. is it too much to ask?

i cant wait for SIP to start. i wldnt mind starting work earlier. even better wld be if they send me overseas. that wld be brilliant.

2009-03-26T01:50:00.000-07:00

i'm back for a short while aft meeting kason.

the first thing he said was, wah, today you dress nicely. i was like oO. i was only wearing skinny, tshirt and a cardigan. that almost like sch uniform la. hahaha. wth.

oh and today he gave me personal treatment. lol. he said that everytime i came, confirm alot of people. then he was like,"today so many people then you come. yesterday was empty, tuesday also no one." lol. i just attract people yo.

oh and his moving to Tamp 1. i cant wait for it. haha. ok now must go get ready. see ya.

2009-03-25T19:14:00.000-07:00

i've been hiding quite well at home. getting ready for DnD now. ok i know its only 10.15. but there's quite alot to do.

I ransacked my cousin's, my brother's, my dad's and my wardrobe trying to find something. actually wanted to just rent but was lazy to leave the hse and go all the way to bugis.

i saw ji hoo wear this damn nice outfit. gahhh. too bad i dont have a jacket that was that hot. dang.

oh wells. now i'm off to see kason.

ets hope DnD is fun.

2009-03-24T23:22:00.000-07:00

My final set of notes in hong kong. i really miss the beautiful place. ok minus the pollution, i love the freedom i had there. i had no restrictions there, i travelled wherever i wanted and i shopped everyday. how brilliant was that? thats like the closest i cld get to heaven on earth.

with time to spare before my marathon of events coming up, i'm thinking of my plans for next year. after all, i'm pretty much restricted this year since my parents have yet to leave singapore. this just means i'll be going to melbourne only this year. i think arnd oct, aft raya. i do have SIP and all as well which officially ends in sept.

next year, hong kong is a must for me. not sure if i cn go early in the year. cuz my mom's friend wants to bring my family to the US next year. if that happens that means my mom will again delay her leaving the country. but i'm angling for a trip closer to home. i'd rather go to japan. maybe a stop over? i want to see the sakuras bloom in tokyo or osaka. that leave the middle or end of the year. i obviouly wont go to hong kong in june since its summer and i hate the heat, ironic since i stay in singapore. which means i'll be off to melbourne then and hong kong will be at the end of the year. haha. planning all this is so simple. getting the money and having the uncertainty of it all is worse. aft all, i have no idea how NS will be for me. so it depends. the melbourne trip is confirmed. so if i have extra money or one of my other trips get cancelled, i'll go to perth as well since i wld dearly love to visit my what, 3rd home city. haha. 1st is singapore of course. 2nd now has to be melbourne even though i have yet to visit. but perth will always be one of my homes, since i've visited the place what? 8 times?

and here's presenting the final part of my 4 series notes of hong kong.

Ok so I’m stranded here for another day.
How sad.
But, on the flip side, I’m freaking overjoyed with my haul for today.
Lets see, I bought myself a bag, a wallet AND a bag for Andrew. ALL FROM PORTER! BLOODY BRILLIANT!
Haha
Anyway, it was fate I tell you. I was walking arnd tsim sha tsui and I found the porter boutique. As in on its own. So I told myself it’s a sign from god that I should get a bag. HAHAHA.
Bought all of that then we also bought another 2 bags. My mom bought a bag for my dad saying that it was for their anniversary. She said it would even out since he also bought her a bag. That got me thinking, as good as porter is, it cant compare with Gucci. Tsk.
Oh and I’m a porter VIP! YAY!!!!!!!!! So I’ll be back next year and buy more stuff.
Oh and I realized that so many people here use Agnes B. like seriously. Its everywhere. Oh and they have gd skin. The person serving me at Porter had like near flawless. Seriously. And he was super nice though his English could use some work. Actually he reminded me a lot of Martin. HAHA. Eh martin, do you have a cousin working at Porter?
Oh and I also realized the people here are damn hardworking and they have gd service. Seriously. MacCafe boy works every weekday and Saturday. Like wah. And they don’t have our 5 day work week. Ok I think I’ve fallen in love with the shopping in hongkong HAHAHAHAHA. Such a huge contrast with 3 days ago when I hate it. HAHA. The only problem here is the small space, pollution and lousy internet. Ok I WILL come back here. Esp with my new Porter card ☺

2009-03-21T12:41:00.000-07:00

Refresh was only so so. nothing much. i learned and bonded with new poeple today.

i swear Zetten's probs will never change cuz the ones who keep complaining are the ones who cause the problems. stupid people. its like 4 and im still awake. and i have to go to city hall to pass martin his things. wah lau. i'm damn nice la.

tsk.

day 3 notes.

And finally it’s the last night.
Today went to both causeway bay and central. I love H&M. I cant wait for them to open in Singapore!
Oh and I’m freaking pissed my mom wont buy me the porter bag. WTH! She bought herself an LV bag and she wants to buy the Gucci one. That’s like more then ten times the price of my bag.
Times Square is huge! Oh and guess what? I’m quite gd at bargaining I realized. Hahahahahah. I was bargaining like crazy at mongkok.
Annoying! Plus, I haven’t found anything useful I can buy for D&D. DAMN IT!
That’s it I wana come back here again, this time with money. I’ll go next year with at least 1k. anyone wana follow? ☺

2009-03-20T20:03:00.000-07:00

I'm truly exhausted now. Yesterday my mom forced me to go to Johor and I reached home at 4am. As if i havent had enough time going 'overseas'. And now i'm feeling under the weather. wah lau, i was sweating for the first time in 7 days yesterday. unbelievable.

oh and my aunt commented that my complexion was damn gd yest. hk weather people! now its like suffering. i bet i'm gona get a pimple soon. stupid weather and at this rate i dont think my clothes will dry in time!

here's the nxt day's entry.

The end of day 2.
Well, its better now. I absolutely love the weather here. Somehow, its better then perth. Maybe because its colder.

Woke up early to go to some place called Tung Chung which is damn far. Even further then Disneyland and next to the airport. There stood the factory outlets. Ok la the prices. Not that bad, But, they had damn great shops like Burberry, Lanvin, Kate Spade and many others. Shopping haven!

Next went to Mongkok where I had a lot of fun haggling. Bought so many things la. I like ☺
Ok I don’t mind coming back to hongkong arnd this time again but next time, I’ll bring at least 1k!!!!
Oh I still haven’t found my potter bag and my high cut boots. Maybe tmr at central or causeway bay.
Here are afew momentos

remind you of someone?

The MacCafe boy. He serves me every morning and evening with my dose of Hot Chocolate!

I had prata with chopsticks. HAHAH. What an experience.

2009-03-19T20:16:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm finally back. back to the harsh realities of life. I dont know but i think Hong Kong provided me with an opportunity to leave all behind and rest. its amazing how i didnt have any worries when i was there. i fully enjoyed myself, being able to shop till i drop, go out every single day and still have time to myself when my parents went shopping in Tsim Sha Tsui whilst i explore all the alleys arnd my hotel, looking for great shops and bargains( that was how i found the Porter boutique)

Now i'm back and along with it the seemingly endless problems with it. Maybe this hong kong trip showed me how much fun it can be to start afresh and keep to yourself. (but then again, i need like a hell lot of money)

but i find it difficult to do that in singapore. maybe the excess baggage and all is getting to me.

hong kong will forever be remembered by me for being such a fabulous place where i discovered more abt myself and as an avenue to get away from the harsh realties of life.

oh and i'll start by releasing a post on the first day in hk. do rmbr i wrote this on the first day itself. HAHA

So the first day is over. Ok I found something I like abt this place. The temperature is freaking awesome! Its like I think 16 degrees I loved it. But the people who went with me were all complaining abt the cold. Too bad losers. LOL.

I went arnd Tsim Sha Tsui. Wah lau its way classier then orchard. Like Cartier, Hermes, LV, D&G, Prada at every corner. I found most of the shops Nicholas was telling me abt and hello, they are way above my budget. Like one top alone was 2k. How can I shop that much with my parents arnd? Whats more, it’s a last min trip so I didn’t get to save up funds. Not that I can given that right now there so many things I have to pay for. Gahhhh.

I saved 100. So I can cut my hair when I come back but I don’t have enough for my Gucci by Gucci. Any kind angels out there?
Anyway, I realized something, there are a lot of gd looking guys here in hongkong. For the girls, I only saw like 4. Damn sad. But a lot of gd looking guys. Like the one in MacCafe just now. LOL. Actually, he looked abit like Iman, but better and not so skinny.

Oh and talking abt MacCafe, its damn cute! Bought hot choco and that guy was using a stencil so that at the end, there was the letter M surrounded by choco powder. Damn cute la.

Oh and in the end, I only bought stuff Sasa. LOL. WTH oh and Uniqolo is damn cheap and gd. Cant wait for it to open in Tamp! YAY!!!!!!!

2009-03-18T15:41:00.000-07:00

I'm still in Hong Kong. Amazing no?

I'm extremely exhausted now. its 6.41 which means i've been at the CLK airport for more then 12 hrs and my flight only leaves at 11. Air Asia doesnt have a direct flight to S'pore so I have to transit at KL. Wah sey, if I got caught at KL then its really fated man. At least its KL and its comforting to know i can communicate with the people there properly (not like I'm having much problems here, my mom says I've started to talk like the HK people. OMG, MARTIN!) and its so near singapore and at the same time if the flight got prob can always take a train or coach back to lovely singapore. but i hope the flight will be ok.
Such a waste I cant take business class back.

Sleeping here at the airport is super uncomfortable. Its SUPER cold, i think 14 degrees( god knows why. its halfway to summer and not winter. outside its only 24 degrees)

I've missed so many people. and God, my family spent SO MUCH! my dad had to pay for everyone's hotel and air fares first and all. I'm quite sure he maxed his manhattan master plat card. thank god for Visa. I feel quite bad. But I'm happy with my haul.
At least this is cheering me up.
I finally have my Gucci by Gucci!

Oh and I realised my bag looks like Prada. HAHAHAH. The material is the same. Someone commented on that yest. even i didnt notice. Oh and that Mat boy apparently is jealous I got that bag. I didnt really know la. Honestly. I asked him if he bought any Porter bags cuz we're in HK and all and he said he didnt like Porter Int. He said he wanted to buy Head Porter. Well, I suspected just a tinge of jealousy but i just brushed it off. then I heard someone say he threw a fit cuz he wanted a bag just like mine but his mom wldnt buy for him. HAHAHAHA. Hello, if he didnt buy his Agnes B. tshirt which cost him $112, he cld have just added $100 more for a Porter bag. not mine la, but cld still buy a gd Porter bag. stupid boy.

so all thats left is to go cut hair! YAY! I'm gona book an appointment with Kason as soon as i can man. My hair is in desperate need of help.

oh and i searched high and low for Martin's wax cuz he said i cld only kinda find it at a professional saloon and guess what, I found it at Sasa. HAHHAHHAHAHAH. and Sasa is like everywhere! every street had it. seriously.

ok I've decided to publish all my entries on Alistair on the dif days I wrote in HK. I'll start tmr :)

oh and the ironic thing is i'll reach singapore AFT my grandparents who went to indonesia to visit my newly born cousin. they left on tue and my family was supposed to send them to the airport since we were supposed to reach singapore the night before but now they will reach singapore before us. HAHAHAHAHAH.

i am extremely exhausted now but i cnt sleep alr. the airport is crowded again with people. how i wish i was back in singapore OR even in my own hotel room still sleeping.

I'm missing everyone in singapore. i went online hoping to see people online, only 2 were. haish. i want my friends :(

2009-03-14T00:47:00.000-07:00

i've settled down slightly now. cuz the weather is bloody brilliant.

since i cant use alistair to blog, i've decided to type out my entries on alistair then transfer to facebook once i reach singapore!

oh and i'm coming back in singapore at 11pm on monday. YAY!!!

2009-03-13T00:50:00.000-07:00

OMG.

Hong Kong is nothing like what i expected.

ok the airport was fine.

Culture shock. CCC is in use. Esp since this is the first time I'm in a country where I cant speak the first or 2nd language.

The Flight was not bad. I was upgraded to Business so ok la. but only the space was better then SQ, if you take out the extra space i had, i would rather go for SQ's economy then UA's business.

Airport was fine.

When i first saw hongkong, it was ok la. except it is freaking polluted.

then the hotel. I'm staying a BP international, supposedly a 5 star hotel but i swear it sucks!
the rooms are freaking tiny and there is no wireless. then for broadband, i need to pay. hello, i'm a freaking guest! so i brought alistair along with me for nothing la. stupid shit!

lets compare this to say Batam. supposedly singapore and hongkong is on par but i swear to you batam is way better then hongkong. i stayed at a 4 star hotel in batam and the room was freaking huge. PLUS, they had free wireless. so its not only free, its wireless. WTH?!

and i'm reduced to using this com at the lobby that is super old and super slow. STUPID SHIT!

what a start to the holiday. i swear if the shopping is not up to my standards, i'll brand this place worse then batam. and that says alot man!

oh and thnx to all of you who smsed me. :)

2009-03-11T09:23:00.000-07:00

MBA was a blast.

Had so much fun and finally council is over. No more duties for me, save to collect money frm BSC now. hahahahahahah.

Overall it was ok. Added the decor and all plus we managed to install the new committee! Huiwen was shocked when i named her the new treasurer. She's my replacement for what? 2 times alr. First was PSL in TMS and now treasurer in council. LOL

oh and half way through, exam results came out. Bloody hell I did badly. B+ for film, B's for multicam and CCC, C for radio and D for MEP.

I passed MEP, great but I didnt get an A for film. So disappointed la. seriously. worked so hard for it. now my gpa's 2.88. last sem's hard efforts were such a waste.

and mrs raimy didnt go just now. so sad. Oh but Mr Pok came back. his now the senior lecturer at ITE AMK. Plus, his grade there is the same as Mr D. The lecturers were damns hocked. HAHA
Serves them right for doing bad stuff to the mediabiz studio's guardian angel.

he came with Mrs Pok. Damn cute la he. hahahahaha. and the whole time his wife was speaking to me in mandarin. i got the gist of it so i pretended like i understood everything hahahahahahaha.

flying off in abt 28 hours. WOOOOOOO. YAY!!!!

2009-03-09T22:29:00.000-07:00

I'm at T3 right now. Just sent off the excos to Phuket. Oh and i'm sure from the pic you can tell I'm having tea at Coffeebean. How ironic.

They were just damn shocked when they saw me alone. John and Tat Yi were like, Wah you damn nice. Esp since i was the only non-exco to be there (not counting Zain's mom and Ella's 'bf') lol
LOL
Like hello? I stay only 10 mins away from the airport. I practically send anyone I know off. Haha.

Besides, I'm so lazy to go to school to help out for MBA today. no mood.

I have no idea why but i sent the picture yesterday night. Sent it to a few people and almost all replied. I didnt really know what to say actually, but yea.

Now its worst cuz the few people who actually know all that happened are mostly not around! Grace is in Genting and now Claudine, Ella and Emilla just left for Phuket a few mins ago!!!!

There is Farhan. But i duno. cant really talk to him nowadays. there is this gap between us. And Nicolette is just not around. too busy with everything else, now that she's HGL and all.

Claudine says I should pretend as if i forgot everything. But the thing is i cant. she might be able to. but i cant.

So now I'll just countdown. technically my schedule is packed till I leave but somehow, I just dont want it to be. Maybe thats why I'm sitting at coffeebean, drinking tea all alone, pondering and thinking abt all that has happened and all that will happen.
The airport is so condusive :)

I miss the old times...................

2009-03-09T08:38:00.001-07:00

I did something amazing today.

I really went to extend a hand and try to bridge the gap that has appeared.

God really sent a miracle down with that dream...

2009-03-08T21:24:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm getting ready to go to school for MBA rehearsals. I'm so gona be late. Supposed to start at 1 and I'm waiting for my mom to eat lunch first then go school. HAHA.

Oh wells.

Spent the whole day yesterday watching the Korean drama Iljimae. The whole 20 episodes. 20 freaking hours in front of alistair. LOL.

I'm gona be quite bored this week. Excos are going off tmr, grace alr left for Genting just now. And I'm quite sad that I wont be able to go for the SU succession meeting on monday cuz I'll still be in HongKong. And you know how much I like this kind of meetings where usually, there are many shotting sessions. haha.

If I'm not jet lagged then I'll join them straight after I land. See, I'm such a nice subcom. and besides the fact that the flight is 5 hrs only, i'm flying First Class!!!!!! YAY!

Ok my mom just got home. Shall eat now and then zip off to school.

2009-03-06T22:28:00.001-08:00

Ok i dont know why but I'm posting again.

Anyway, last night we were all talking abt random ghost stories and spirits since someone broached the topic of our OCH visit.

And since Claudine can see stuff, Emilla just went, eh I dont want to stay in the same room as you!
LOL. Whats more, they say Phuket is quite strong.

I think I'm rather blessed. God protects me :)

Oh and I have a to do list. Things I have to do. Just random

1) Send my white blazer for dry-cleaning. BY TODAY!
2) buy that Gucci by Gucci Fragarance
3) Cut my hair before D&D
4) Get my D&D outfit!!
5) major retail therapy
6) long overdue sashimi buffet with people :)

Omg. I'm so broke alr. Paying for D&D, FO, hair, perfume, shopping, MBA. God!

2009-03-06T20:27:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wonder how someone can understand me so well.

Yesterday, someone made me realise how much she understood me. Even without meeting me or really talking to me she knew how I felt. Amazing.

Its even more amazing when we don't really meet up, only gone out twice (both times to Orchard, God knows why) and just knew each other this sem.

Yesterday we were supposed to meet up aft her meeting. I was just annoyed with people in general who just seem so irresponsible and lazy. So I decided to just meet up with her for coffee.

When I met Emilla at Macs (together with practically a whole gang of people), she wasn't there. I text her and she told me that she cldnt make it (her curfew again) cuz she cldnt get hold of her mom. Then she apologised cuz she knew that I didnt want to meet up with so many people.

At that point I was quite stunned cuz I didnt say anything to her at all and she knew.

Oh wells. And I have no idea why but I can still remember how we first met, of all places at the lounge before going to Mensa for lunch. HAHA

2009-03-05T09:20:00.000-08:00

I'm back.
Went over to Nad's place and had ALOT of fun. The first time I could be myself for so long. I felt so free with them. Maybe cuz they have known me the longest, before all the drama and pain arrived in my world.

We took 56789 pictures in her room. I love them all.

Like what Nadiah said, we looked through old photos and took new ones.
I looked like such a geek last time! OMG!

Syafiqah, Nadiah, Hafiz, Azyan, Haikal, Me

Unfortunately Aruna, Khairul and Ain cldnt make it. Nvm. we shall meet up again!

2009-03-04T23:31:00.000-08:00

Chalet that day was interesting. I managed to stay over for both nights. quite an impressive feat.

There has been quite alot going on since i last blogged.

1) Exams
The exams are finally over. I saw the end of MEP though I fear I might have to take a sub for the first time in my life. Lets just hope I pass. I'll be satisfied with a pass. Which just shows how much I hate the subject.

2) MBA
Its fast approaching. I'm just continuing my position of treasurer. Denise and co seem to be able to handle everything so I won't bother to help out for filming. Like what Cheryl said, they didnt ask for help so why bother?

3) Chalet
Zetten chalet was really an eye opener. Irving was drunk on the first night after drinking only one glass of vodka and he was going around acting as superman and forcing everyone to learn a super long cheer.
I spent most of the time walking around and then playing Wii at Nexo's chalet.
The highlight of the night was a group of us going to Old Changi Hospital. The worst part was the ants. My God, their bite was painful. I didn't see anything at all, God seemed to be protecting me but I know many others saw many things. Oh wells.
The next night was spent mostly walking around as well. This time, they didn't allow Irving to drink but after 1 bottle of vodka, chivas, martell and champagne, Grace and Eugene puked on the floor whilst Si Min, Douglas, Dany got extremely high.
Me? I spent the time by the beach with Kevin since the two of us went there together after work. We talked about rubbish. Haha. Oh and I gave up trying to learn mahjong. Geraldine was crazy. She played mahjong for the entire night.

Well, at least tonight should be fun. Meeting up with my dear primary school friends again, this time at Nadiah's place. We're bringing all our old photos and laugh together. Well lets hope this manages to cheer me up.

On a side note, I really need to go to HongKong soon. God knows how much I need to get away from everything.

2009-02-22T18:26:00.000-08:00

Well, I'm supposed to be getting ready to meet kellyn to study for CCC which by the way is tomorrow. but then i've only read 2 chapters and done notes for 1. how pathetic.

but me being me, i'm here online, still not doing work. i hate exams. stupid waste time.

After last night where I had a very interesting dream, i decided to accept some people's friend's request on facebook. what? i won't let any tom, dick or harry look at my profile and pics.

anyway, basically my dream was on this whole topic of forgiving. seriously, it sounds like some sermon. perhaps God was trying to give me his most direct message by far. besides the fact that me being good at home has reaped dividends, i'm going to get to stay over at my first chalet with friends!

so on the whole subject of forgiving, i realised perhaps it is time for me to forgive and be forgiving. but i just dont know how to make that first step. and besides it takes two hands to clap. i know that they seem willing to do the same so now it seems that all that is required now is to make that first move.

omg, i sound like some holy religious person. HAHAHAHAH.
i cant believe i can be so unreligious yet holy at the same time.

oh and btw, i'm slightly distracted now cuz ms winnie tan is asking some stuff abt of all things CCC exam. another sign from God.

ok i'll get to work on the things now. lets see how successful i can be.

2009-02-22T02:55:00.001-08:00

I feel terribly sick of all the idiots out there.

All trying to take advantage of every situation they can just to score some pathetic points.
Just make me want to puke. That something as touching as a friend going overseas to study is immediately used to score points.
What trying to organise a farewell 'party' with someone you dont even really know and then only inviting a small grp of people. utter rubbish.

people should get slapped and wake up.

and that person is not the only one. imagine if someone else who isnt as gd looking or as well connected as her was to fly off, would the splash be as big? obviously not. all of a sudden, so many are trying to pay tribute by just showing up or rushing to organise 'farewells' just to score political points for elections. that is just cheap.

i am so appalled by all of these things.

zetten list is also out and its qquite unfair. seriously. how can they just cut people down and say who deserves it when they arnt even there to see who did what in the first place. its so not objective.

how on earth did stupid people get into such positions?
elections shld be banned or something. instead, people of a certain calibre and intellect should be appointed. seriously. students dont deserve to vote whne they are too immature to even make such easy decisions.

2009-02-17T08:40:00.000-08:00

Well had a brilliant time just now.

Stupid Haikal was late. He freaking woke up at 6 pls. So in slacked in TM till 7.15. lucky I saw grace and sabrina there.

We went to Simpang and met up with the rest. Had an amazingly brilliant time!

We talked abt everything under the sun... which made it just awesome!

The Girls
Ain, Syafiqah, Azyan, Nadiah, Aruna

The Guys
Haikal, Hafiz, Me

But we forgot to take a group shot :(

2009-02-16T19:57:00.001-08:00

AHHHH. At first i had the intention to blog abt happy stuff. But something just turned my mood.

I swear God is just playing games with me. Its like I was feeling damn low then suddenly my roller coaster ride went up and it just went back down again. I can predict it would go up tonight.

Gahh. Whatever, I'm going to blog abt the good stuff.

I cant wait for tonight. The primary school gang is meeting up again!

AND AND, I'm going out with haikal later!!!! OK i know i sound like some small kid but wtv, his my primary school best friend! and when i sent him a msg on facebook, he smsed me 5 mins later saying his sorry for the late reply and that his going for the outing. then he was like, you wana meet up first? I was like wah, his initiating a meet up lol. so i thought he just wanted to go with me cuz his not that close to the rest whom we were meeting up first. then he was like, lets meet up at 6! thats 2 freaking hours earlier! YAY! Lets go shop.

BUT THEN, STUPID MEP! I GOT A FREAKING D for the subject! Like WTH first time i got a D for a group assignment. Even BMR WASNT THAT BAD. stupid shit. now i'm damn scared i fail the subject. even Ms Teh was like, 'you better study hard for exam. you didnt do well for your coursework'. At least i got a C for individual. That also i was quite pissed. I did everything she asked for on the guide. Like step by step. stupid woman. Thats it. Confirm my grade is going down. I can say bye to my grades for this year. No more 3.5 GPA alr. GAHHHH. Now I'm just scared I have to come back for 4.2 just for MEP. for the first time in my life I'm in danger of failing a subject and getting retained.

Ok now I hope I get to have fun later!

Oh btw, now I'm now bitching with Sabrina and Grace at ITAS. LOL

2009-02-15T05:52:00.000-08:00

I read the many posts and saw the pictures. how happy everyone looked. i just dont know what to say. i feel so much hurt and pain everytime i feel reminded by what happened.
it hurts most when they brazenly declared that 'everyone turned up and we had alot of fun'.
so what now? i'm just another speck of dust in the world?

add on to the fact that everything around me is crumbling, and i have a brilliant drama performance.
except it has no happy ending, more of a film noir-ish feel.

i want to take a long break. but now i realised i cant go to melbourne in june cuz i have SIP.
another reason to hate SIP. wonderful.

tomorrow i have to deal with a full day of politics for council. i hope god smiles on me and helps me survive with everything intact.

and now more then ever i need my own space. i just blurted to farhan stuff just now and told him i dont want to see any one for the next few days.

gahh. bloody brilliant

2009-02-13T13:02:00.000-08:00

Just when its been looking abit brighter, things just had to come crashing down. First, I had to cut my finger. Then I went back late which meant I didnt have time to sleep. And my ez-link died. Which meant I had to go to Pasir Ris, only to tell me that their system crashed. SHIT!

And an accumulation of things all added up ad it just sucked. Haikal managed to cheer me up slightly as usual. But not even he cld mask the terrible mood.

I miss those days. Argh.

I'm in my anti-social mood again.

2009-02-12T08:39:00.000-08:00

I'm in a freaking happy mood. I just talked to Haikal again. After what? 5 years? I finally talked to my closest friend in primary school. And the best part is, he started talking to me! Like OMG.
Ok la, i'm quite sure Nadiah had a hand in this but who cares, Haikal is talking to me again!

Spent the whole evening today with Nicolette at orchard shopping and I met Jerebourne again. Why do we always bump into each other in Orchard. At first, Nicolette thought Jerebourne was like trying to pick a fight with me or something cuz he just hit my arm and didnt even really say hi. LOL. But thats just his was of saying hi. HAHA. And it was freaking hilarious to see him and his other guy friend fumble desperately finding Valentines day presents. I nearly died of laughter.

Then, I'm having dinner with my primary school friends on tuesday at SImpang. I so miss them. Nadiah, Hafiz, Syafiqah, Azyan and me. I really hope Haikal will go. It would make my day to see him again man.

And I realised, I'm so busy now I dont have time for my friends. like personal times. I must make time for daosuans, Bernita, C'zia Jyeah and Evan. I swear. Gahh....

2009-02-11T01:02:00.000-08:00

I want to disappear. Far, far away. I'm tired of all this rubbish.

Freaking 7 people turned up for CCC just now. what a waste of time.

I'm sitting beside the library with ella, c'zia jyeah and all but i just want to disappear. is there no nice place i can disappear to? plus, my wallet's empty. argh. i hate being broke

there's a sudden downpour of emotions around me. just like the downpour of rain outside the lounge. btw, i just moved to the lounge. AAAHHH

i just need to scream. anyone know a gd spot? the best i know so far is at King's Park.. WIth the city skyline as the backdrop. But thats in freaking Perth!

2009-02-10T06:54:00.000-08:00

My bad. Last week turned out to be terrible. I screwed up bad for radio and i just got my MEP results 17%. Congratulations Nat. Gd Job.

Gahh....

Well, i've been doing good stuff this week. finally had time to patch back all that i miss whilst busy with work. lets see how much i can do and how much impact i can make.

and i'm so anxious/ annoyed/worried abt SIP. I havent gotten an email frm CNBC and brenda and vivienne alr had theirs. they getting a phone interview tmr! OMG! like aaah. what if they called me tmr and i have yet to wake up?

which reminds me, i have yet to decide if i shld go for lecture tmr. Shan wee and Rosalyn is coming over. And fiona xie was arnd yesterday. whats new.

i talked to nadia that day. again. haha. cnt believe i have her house number. lol. must have a meet up session with her, azyan and hafiz. wld be great if haikal came along too. i miss them all.

oh and i realise, i'm opening up more to people. i think its a two way thing. the more people open up to me, the more i open up. listen to that people.

oh and i have the song Circus stuck in my head...

2009-02-03T03:35:00.000-08:00

Been reading through several blogs, the usuals, and I just realise how much things have changed.

There was once a time when people would make promises that just sounded appropriate for that situation, like 'our friendships will last', 'we must meet up and keep in touch', all those whatever not. I realise now that people make promises too easily. They don't realise the gravity at which they should honour their words.

Its just sad how things have gone so far and fast. I believe that you have control of your lives, no one else can dictate it. If you say your so busy with work and don't have time to meet your friends at all, thats because you choose that path, you chose to join the executive committee, you chose to stretch your already limited free time.

This is something I learnt. Choice. You can choose to dictate your life or to life dictate you.

On the flip side, multi-cam is finally done. All thats left is radio and MEP! (And MEP quiz was so sucky, I'm sure I'll just fail)

2009-01-27T06:36:00.000-08:00

So school starts tomorrow. I dont look forward to it. Period.

Next week is going to be one of the busiest ever.
Multi-Cam on monday
Radio presentation on thursday
MEP project on friday

Like shit ah.

Tomorrow I have Multi-Cam rehearsal and I still havent memorised or come up with a proper script.
Then, this whole week is now officially pack with every evening aft 6 reserved for MEP work.
I now have to find time to squeeze in 2 hours just to get ready radio trailers and liners, and another 2 hours to prepare multi-cam CG. What the hell.
Aft next week, I'm like free. Argh. I think i'm gona give up for MEP. Cnt be bothered to work hard for an A. a B will suffice. I dont even mind a C.

AAAAAHHHHHHH.
I think the only thing keeping me going now is the thought of going to Hong Kong after all this ends. But wait. I have 3 exams to study for before that. Bloody hell.

I think this 4 day holiday was just bad timing. I would rather have had school and be able to use the studio and stuff to do work.

Damn.

I pray god grant me the strength to see to the end of this semester.

2009-01-26T08:39:00.000-08:00

Its CNY and I have to wish everyone a happy and prosperous new year.

well, school is so stressful now. Just a few weeks left till the end and we have to sprint to the finish line. I sound like a year 3 student now.

MEP. argh. I'm beginning to wonder if my grp should have just done a horror theme based on whats happening now. like our mysterious groupmate.

Had barbecue just now with my dad's side. kind of nice. we hardly get to meet up with each other. Plus, i ate 10 pieces of chicken. Wah.

And god-bro gave me a list of nice places to shop in hongkong. I swear I cant wait to go. I need a proper holiday. Now all that I need to do is get the cash and hope my mom lets me wonder off in hongkong all by myself.

I have a list of stuff to get there now:
a potter bag/ maybe 2 if i brought enough money
a new cologne (my CKin2U and the other one is almost finished)
a hell lot of new clothes for my SIP and new apartments in Singapore and Melbourne

haha. right now, I think I only have $200+ to spend
and if my mom is nice enough to add another $100
i have $300
i'm targetting to bring at least $500
and my dear cousin is telling me she bought 2 Kate spade bags for s$500 in hongkong.

Yay, luckily i technically start work on monday. 3 hr training yo. at least i think its 3 hrs
i have demo till 1
then i have to rish down to bugis
i wonder if i have to time to wash my face and all cuz i have to put on makeup and stuff for broadcast...

2009-01-22T03:32:00.001-08:00

Finally this hectic week has all but ended. In fact I finished everything in record time.

1) Multi-Cam demo

It was alright. I didnt exactly memorise my lines, but it worked out fine.

2) MEP test

in the end. it was cancelled. or rather, she decided not to have it on tue since there were rumours that it wld be on tue. WTH?

3) Multi-Cam test

I am so going to die... But then again, along with 75% of the cohort

4) Radio skills test

I screwed one part. stupid hooks. but i think i did great on the rest. hopefully a B+?

5)Film term paper.

Guess what? I finished everything! Like before deadline. Granted, I slept at 2 am just now. But it's all done.

I'm so pleased with myself. Now I can concentrate on MEP and multi-cam.

Oh and today, I had a moment that made me blush like crazy. LOL. Kellyn, its your fault.

And, I just want to say, Alistair rocks :)

2009-01-19T19:32:00.000-08:00

I'm bored. In CCC now.

Anyway, the two girls on my right and left are going crazy over Kim Bum, that guy acting in Hana Yori Dango Korea.

Kim Bum

Hilarious. And now Nicole is asking me why I'm putting up a picture of her 'husband'. Clearly dillusional :p

And she just asked me to shut up. HAHAHAHA

Oh I was reading and researching on plastic surgery.

I need 20K. Any nice people out there? LOL

Nicole wants to type

nicole sayS, "EOPSEO!!!"

and that meant???? oO

nicole says, "DONT HAVE!!!!"

Haha. Clearly, this shows how bored we are during CCC lecture.

2009-01-19T02:25:00.000-08:00

1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
Narcissistic

2. Who are you missing right now?
A hell lot of people. Like my god brother. and friends.

3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house , what do you say?
How do you know where I stay? Are you stalking me?

4. How many bedrooms are in your house?

Erm, Which house? The current one? The one I'm going to stay in? Or the one in Melbourne?

5. Is there a reason for your profile song?
No song. It slows down the loading.

6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
Haha! Nicole? or joey? HMM. Nope.

7. Who was your last text message from?
Kellyn. Such a random sms

8. What time did you wake up this morning?
7am -_-

9. If someone liked you right now , would you want them to tell you?
It depends on who. HAHA

10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?

Well, it can mean a million and one different things.

11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Yeah, why not?

12. What is wrong with you now?
I'm exhausted and I have a damn busy week to look forward too.

13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Yes. I want to have cute and beautiful children

14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad?
Depends on who I'm kissing. HAHA and if i was drunk.

15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
Nope. It's just awkward.

16. Do you use T9 , word or abc?
excuse me?

17. Do you tell your mum everything?
Of course.... Not

18. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Erm... Cant remember. too many.

19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
today? no.

20.Who can you trust?
No one but God

Quiz 2.
1. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
cheek.

2. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
exhausted. I want to sleep more!

3. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
my sister.. or was it my grandfather

4. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled?
No. :(

5. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
Yes, just that I'm scared of needles.

6. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?
Yes.. Almost all are.

7. Do You Want Someone Dead?
Yes. I have quite a long list. Now, to find an assassin for myself.

8. What Does Your Last Text Message Says?
Eh, Don't go journalism, your more suited to broadcast or marketing. Go to broadcast with me!

LOL

9. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
When is CNBC going to call me???

10. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
Yes....

11. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night?
11pm. I was so exhausted

12. Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
Jay Jay's in Perth!

13. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
Yes...

14. Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
Kellyn, Last evening

The 9 people you just tagged:
1. Nicole
2. Joey
3. Hab
4. Nicolette
5. C'zia Jyeah
6. Grace
7. Presley
8. Kay
9. Emilla

15.Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
Some guy named Michael

16. Is 3 A Male Or A Female?
A female?

17. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
CMM.. With me!

18. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them?
erm.... depends on who.

19.Is Number 4 Single?
No.-_- Gabriel is hilarious! hahah

20.Say Something About Number 2.
Er.. She's sitting beside me. And now, she's upset because i wrote something 'lame'

21. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
Impossible. LOL

22. Describe Number 9.
A Nice friend... BUT I havent seen her for so long!

23. What Will You Do If Number 6 And 7 Fights?
IMpossible. Duno each other.

Quiz 3.
1. What’s your nickname?
Nat

2. How old are you?
18

3. When’s your birthday?
15 May!

4. What’s your special skill?
Erm? Duno?

5. What’s your horoscope?
Taurus

6. Who pass this survey to you?
Bernita

7. She’s your….?
friend.

8. What you wanna talk to him/her?
????

9. What you think about him/her?
A freshie

10. When you know him/her?
FOC and Ikea dinner

11. How’s her attitude?
No idea now.

12.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope

13. If one day , your lover tell you that he/she loves you too , how will you do?

Duno?

14. Are you well-being now?

Excuse me.. what?

15. Why god give you courage?
To live

16. Who’s the people that you like?
My family, my friends.

17.Which colour do you like the most?
White and Gold!.

18. God give you 4 wishes:
1st: I was perfect
2nd: To live a perfect life
3rd; To achieve all my dreams goals and ambitions
4th: To look brilliantly perfect! HAHAHAH

19. Do you like to smile and laugh ?
Kinda

2009-01-18T01:47:00.000-08:00

I'm happy.

Its been a good 2 days. I think, the best 2 days so far this year. Friday afternoon was very draggy. I even fell asleep on the bus to Parkway.

But Swensens with Mrs Raimy, Shyam, Andrea and Denise was absolutely great!

We talked and slacked for 4 hours! and by the time we left, at 10.20, Parkway was already closed!

The food was good and the company was great, what more could I ask for?

Yesterday was even better. I went back to Parkway again, but this time, I went home not empty handed but with Alistair! Like YAY!

I have a new love... Alistair!

And... btw, Alistair's my new Macbook! WOOTZ!

ok. Going to downtown for sushi soon!

2009-01-13T02:09:00.000-08:00

I talked to Winnie Tan yest abt the internship.

Here's the list of people going for CNBC interview.

Marketing

Sze Ling

Praba

Konrad

Amelia

Hafeez

someone (this for the people i forgot)

Operations

Vanessa

Someone

Editorial

Brenda

Vivienne

Darren

So they sent me for the editorial position. I'm so delighted. Plus, she said she sent the best students she has for this.

BUT Junior just died!!! That was so catastrophic!

Argh. Junior has been by my side for 2 years and now its finally gone. :(

Hopefully my Dad will get me another. Maybe a Mac? Then I'll name it Alistair!

Yay. Cuz my Bao Bei is so alone. Ok, this reminds me, I need to buy Bao Bei new earpiece. I have no idea whats wrong with the new one.

And another surprise of the century, Denise asked me to do ambassador duty. HAHAHAHA. I wonder if Chuah Soon Soon knows, she kicked me out what? or maybe Denise just doesnt know... Hmmm. And now Praba tells me Shandy had the shock of her life cuz Felicia Nah praised me and said some gd stuff abt me.

1stly, its felicia nah. since when does she praise me? I'm not one of her chosen disciples. But who cares! At least Shandy would have been thrown down to earth and realises she's not all that. HAH.

But I'm still mourning the death of Junior. WHen I told my dad Junior just died, he just said, "Bring back home then see how." and when i repeatd the fact that my LAPTOP DIED again, he just said: "ok". WTH.

Anyway, here's a little something for that certain someone.

May the stars watch over you

and the birds sing your name

for the angels have arrived

bidding you a brilliant birthday

Happy Birthday :)

2009-01-10T10:20:00.000-08:00

So now i'm back. after 3 exhausting days of open house.

it was a very interesting experience.

as usual, jonathan managed to piss me off again with his diva attitude. so what if he was in a bad mood. i didnt do anything.

anyway, managed to get selected for CNBC interview. I have no idea if i will be ready.

Oh and jam and hop was super fun!!!

Dance alot with Sajiv, Aaron, Paige, and two other Zetten IT sch girls.
Aaron was like, eh next time i go clubbing i call you along.
I was thinking, is he even old enough to enter a club? hahaha

seriously, this is the best jam and hop ever, and technically, i was supposed to be on duty! haha

wtv. have to rush alot of assignments. will continue with more deeper stuff tmr when i wake up.

2009-01-03T22:26:00.000-08:00

Reading people's blogs, and each seem to be writing their own reviews of the past year. Me? I did mine and as I grapple with trying to exorcise the ghosts of my past, I try look towards the future, with a sense of optimism.

Yet no matter how hard I try, the past always has a way of appearing again and coming full circle.

I talked to Nadiah yesterday. Arguably, she is my oldest friend, though we went on hiatus for abt 2 years? Since primary 2 our fates have intertwined and she always seem to pop up in conversations or random events.

The past.
I realise, whenever I mention the past, I always talk abt the same things. About the same people in my primary school life including Nadiah, Zawani, Haikal, Hafiz, Suhaimi, Hakim, Azyan, Syafiqah, Farhan, Khairul (Notice they are all malays) and to a certain extent Jonathan, June, Heather, Zhi Ying, Benjamin.
I think this was the only stage of my life where all my closest friends were malays. HAHA. Actually I think I might have been abit racist in primary school.

Very few of my close friends are now malays. maybe 2 or 3?

Oh how times have changed.

Yet now, what do I do? Ophix's reign in TP has ended and most are living in the shadows of the past. The future is uncertain.

Everytime I try to strengthen the walls that separate me with pain, I fail spectacularly.

The New Year was terrible and I think that was the first time anyone in my family saw me in that pathetic situation.

Grace recommends me to not shun myself from the world that I desparately want to avoid.

I guess I cannot avoid that. But that doesnt mean I have to let anyone in.

2008-12-31T00:44:00.001-08:00

Well, the year is about to end. only 7+ hours left and I am supposed to be reflecting on how everything went.

In truth 2008 has been terrible. Too many false hopes dashed by inconvenient happenings. Granted there have been bright spots across board such as my brilliant and memorable trip to Perth, to finding my 2nd family in school. But these fail to cover up the other more painful truths.

I lost my closest friends this year. That perhaps was one of my darkest moments ever. I fell into the abyss with no one to help me. Although the saying goes that what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger, and i did emerge stronger after that, the scars still remain and it set the tone for the rest of the year.

At the same time, for the 2nd time, OTC failed to meet my expectations. It seems nothing can come even close to the experience of my first ever camp in TP and my empire, Ophix.

I truly miss all the time we spent together, planning games, slacking around for god knows what reason.

School and home have both been terrible. I'm sick of having to put up a brave face since everyone thinks I have a perfect background. Pretending that I have brilliant people around me, people thinking that I lead some glamourous lifestyle, its annoying. Can people just shut up.

I'm here at my cousin's place all alone, why? Cuz my cousin decided that he wanted to eat at Eastpoint with our friend frm perth whose staying here. and he didnt even bother inviting me along.

God.

Will someone ever hear my screams, cries and prayers?

2008-12-27T01:30:00.000-08:00

So I'm back from my trip.

It was alright I guess but now i'm back home, alone for now since the rest are still in Batam.

Truth to be told, nothing much has changed. The trip just seems to be a welcome respite. Now to face the gathering storm tomorrow and monday. I dread monday the most.

Two assignments due, of which I have predictably have not started at all.

I fell so battered and weathered to the bones.

What will monday bring I wonder? Thankfully I managed to book Kason tomorrow, which just means I'll be late tomorrow. Tomorrow's clash of two groups just means I have to focus and somehow entertain both groups at the same time.

Hong Kong just doesnt seem very exciting right now, even though Kak Salina bought two Kate Spade bags there for just $500.

So basically I need to finish Joy Luck Club, review that movie plus another CCC article by tonight since I'll be too busy tomorrow.

I realise that I have this illusion of someone I hold close to my heart. As in I cling on to this hope that somehow, someday, I will meet this special person, not my soulmate, but a best friend. Somone whom I can trust completely and rely on.

Little children still do believe in happy endings.

2008-12-24T02:50:00.000-08:00

Christmas is almost here. What difference does it make?

Met up with Kuan Wei for Starbucks just now. Its been so long since we last met up. What? Two months?

I'm like just sitting here staring at the screen for god knows what reason. Leaving soon. But truth to be told, I dont want to go. I feel like going out right now. Alone. I want people to see that I am alone, shopping or just sight-seeing alone.

Evan wrote me a very nice letter on monday night. Dont know if I mentioned it before.

The only thing I'm looking forward to now is in March when I FINALLY get to go to Hongkong. Been wanting to go for ages.

At least God granted me that much.

Presley might be there during that time and he promised to bring me arnd if he cld, and I hope Martin wld be back in Hongkong.

I want someone to talk to, but who can? Thank god my blog is like secured so no tom, dick or harry can read.

I'm so hungry right now but I'm staving the feeling off.

Why can't there be another me out there in the world?

Merry Christmas to you all.

2008-12-22T22:58:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry. As you can see, I had a weak moment.

These weak moments are compulsive. Many people say that thes moments are normal and human but why do we have to be human. I hate being so weak, dependent on others and at the whim of one's emotions.

Letting emotions dictate what you say, do or react is foolish.

Vulnerabilities are meant to be covered up and hidden far away.

2008-12-22T08:06:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling so upset and emotional now.

Even as this is supposed to be the time for joy as the entire SU celebrates Christmas.

I feel so alone. Everyone's spilling their hearts out but, I just don't know what I can say. Its like I feel so alone after all this is said. Where do I stand? I just don't know. I'm neither here nor there. What am I? Just a ghost? someone who just cant feel anything?

What am I?

I just feel so alone.

2008-12-21T00:54:00.001-08:00

I'm back from OTCW.

Its been interesting I guess. I use that word alot now. Interesting. It works both ways if you know what I mean.

Went for Fei Lun Hai concert on friday night and it was ok. Not that bad. I mean I was half exhausted already from day 1 and half of day 2 of OTCW. And of all people, I saw Reuben there. As in Reuben HTM. haha. He was serving my area as usher. And i realised Kevin looks like Reuben. LOL!!!!!!

I'm having cheap thrills.

Made new friends in OTCW. As in the usual friends/ aquaintance kind. I didnt get close to anyone during the camp. And I cant believe someone said I was sticking to Rayna. Obviously I wasnt. I was closr to Farhan, which thank god at least he was in my empire.

I realise I'm not really friendly anymore. I miss SU lounge. I miss Starbucks gossip sessions with Emilla and random SU people. I miss crappy insulting sessions with my best friend. I miss having interesting intellectual/ emo sessions with Nicolette, Grace, Farhan.... I don't know, I feel like there's something missing right now.

At the same time, my workload is like piling up.

Lets see:

Radio Assignment

CCC article + movie review and journal

CCC group class assignment

Film journals

Film term paper

MEP group project

Multi-cam production preparation

And... I'm freaking overseas this week!

At least tomorrow's SU's christmas party and I'm meeting best friend for Starbucks on wed. Can look up abit. At least.

2008-12-17T06:39:00.000-08:00

Where on earth is everyone?

Its like no one from SU, except Nicolette is online, then again, she went back with me from Orchard.

On first glance, it would seem like everyone is dutifully resting ahead of tmr's OTCW, but come one, NO ONE SLEEPS SO EARLY. Except me of course.

Anyway, just now was funny. Nicolette was ordeing from the Char Siew aunty and then the aunty suddenly asked Nicolette, "eh his your brother isit?"

The both of us went, what????

LOL

damn funny. since when did the two of us look alike?

It just like lightened the mood cuz it was freaking hilarious.

Anyway, going to town with her was nice. Its been so long since we last a had a proper decent converstaion and the last time we did this was also on the way and going back from orchard.

Tomorrow's OTCW and I hope i get at least a decent empire. At least two of my many friends would be nice like: Rayna, Derek, Nicolette, Kai, C'zia Jyeah, Desmond, Ben, Farhan, Grace, Persie, amongst others. Crossing my fingers man.

Ok I must rest soon.

2008-12-12T20:31:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was such an emotionally draining day.

There were tears, joy, saddness, delight.

Tears of joy, sympathy but above all pain.

I'm such a textbook person. I hate it.

Bernita said just now when I went to send dorothy off, "Nat, I hate you for always being right."

I replied, "I hate myself for always being right too."

What can I say. People should seriously look into their mirrors and see that their actions and words are miles apart.

Nicholas just told me, " You shouldn't bottle everything up. You should let everything out."

But really. Most people are worried that if they reveal some things, then people will judge them differently. I say that if they are your true friends. It wouldnt change anything. Ok not change that much anyway. (Am I right?? this is to that certain someone anyway)

True friends are the ones that will be there for you when you are at your lowest point, when all hope is lost and when you just need someone to give you a helping hand out of the deep pit.

Unfortunately, I dont think i have that. So the next best solution? Never put all your eggs in one basket. Its called diversifying. LOL

I'm so exhausted now. And next week is ultra busy week. Worse then this week. OTC coming up. I dont know why, but I'm not that excited for it. Even though Nicholas is coming back but maybe its because I know that somehow I might not be able to bring myself to sit and eat with my dear Ophix. I cannot bring myself to sit on the same table of any of them after what they did to me.

2008-12-10T18:32:00.000-08:00

Well, nothing like DBSK to cheer me up.

I realised, they sound better live. Like wah. How many Asian artists can you say sound better live then on recording, given that most just lipsynch??

Looking back, their vocas have improved by leaps and bounds from previiously, taking out hugs aside. Purple Line was brilliant and still one of my fave songs... BUT they lip-synch most of their live performances for this song since its so dance heavy.

I desperately need to start studying for the test tmr.

I dread my busy schedule which starts tmr. So many things to do. Its just insane.

What I wld give to look like this.

Had a nicer photo... BUT the file was so freaking huge.

And, i'm getting addicted to facebook playing friends for sale and word challenge. Buy me for friends for sale yo!

I feel like wearing something glam and nice tmr..................

2008-12-10T07:40:00.000-08:00

I'm in a depressed mood.

I need a destressing day soon. Hmm... Any financial backers out there to sponsor my destress day spree??

I want to get a new hair style, dark grey contacts and... a new wardrobe!

I just dont feel like talking to anyone now.

2008-12-01T19:11:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was such a fruitful day. Helped edit Geraldine's assignment, create TPSU's logo, Farhan's illustrator stuff and story idea for my video. Coolness.

Today, I'm only left with the storyboard and cost proposal for MEP. Oh and I need to come up with funny or interesting topics for Radio Discussion.

Must start doing work. Plus, I can finally start studying for CCC as Ramesh just uploaded the stuff for mid sem test.

...................

At lounge now. Must start work doing work yo!

Everything happens for a reason

2008-11-29T18:23:00.000-08:00

These few days have been fun!!

Firstly I would like all of you to meet my new 2nd family!

(I have to apologise for all the huge pics. i cnt seem to resize them. just click on them to see for now :) )

We had about 50 comments on facebook for this pic :)

And this is yesterday's trip tp UCC to watch Evan's performance!

C'zia Jyeah and Gideon look like borthers. HAHAHA

And the performance had real ponies! So cute.

After which, most of us headed to Holland Village for food and deserts.

Thai Express. Claudine, Bernita and Persie had some really spicy stuff!

Random pic

We went to Cold Rock after that for desert and taboo! And my team won yo!

My going home together group. OK only till Parkway anyway.

(And bernita stopped at Serangoon)

OTC results are out and there were quite a number of shocks. Like how some we expected to get in didnt and how those who were so undeserving did. Idiot.

Friday Starbucks sessions are becoming fun. Really. What started as a Persie, Bernita, Emilla and me session became a C'zia Jyeah, Bernita, Grace, Nicolette, Emilla and me session. Farhan was supposed to join but had something impt on last min. What a nice way to end the school week. With a Caramel Macchiato. :) My new fave Starbucks drink!

I'm begining to be abit glad that the thing that happened did happen. If it didnt, I wouldnt be devoting so much of my time to TPSU, I wouldnt have found my new family and I wouldnt be enjoying myself.

Its amazing how right my god-brother can be.

Anyways, I love my new family. The end.

2008-11-26T07:40:00.000-08:00

Today was nice but exhausting.

Started with CCC being only 30 mins! A 2 hr class shortened to only 30 mins.

Such a waste of time. In any case, went to lounge to have Eugene tell me that there was a TPRAWKS outing ltr in the day. So last min. and i still had 3 journals to finish.

Talked to Kai alot and i realise i value his opinions.

BUT whilst going home, i saw someone i never expected to meet... JEREBOURNE!

its been so long and it brought back so many FO memories. the guy with the hair to die for.

Talked abt the most random of things and it was fun. hahahahah. and i found out he wanted to enter my course!!

lol. he wld get the no.1 rating for sure and confirm dethrone jon as my course's poster boy. lol

TPRAWKS

2008-11-20T07:23:00.000-08:00

Well, TP Rawks has been a brilliant experience.

From cheering like crazy to working with so many that I'm not close to.

At first I felt lost. I had no idea who was leading my sub-grp with me and I was not close to anyone in my group at all, ok maybe you cn include shah and brandon lee.

But in the end, I got to know so many others better including Ben, Eugene, Hui Ya and LJ.

It was a brilliant experience and guess what? My rawkers gave me a very surprising gift at the end. I was so touched I almost cried.

They were brilliant and I was so proud of them.

2008-11-10T17:34:00.000-08:00

Something interesting.

THE ASIAN QUIZ

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ ] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama (I'm an addict of any drama :) )
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race (I have no idea)
[ ] You eat rice almost everyday (Hate rice)
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 4
[x] You style your hair (everyday!)
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English (Hmm... French, Jap.....)
[x] Your parents are strict
[ ] Your parents have high expectations of you (Not really since my broher's doing terribly)
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting (I hate those subjects!)
[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong (What on earth is irish pingpong?)
[x] You've seen the Asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 11

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship (obviously)
[ ] You own an Asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted (X marks the spot)
[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube (I'm hopeless)
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 18

[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[x] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house (huh?)
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't

X's so far: 23

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod (too many)
[ ] You don't like football
[x] You like Soccer. (oh they meant football)

X's so far: 25

[ x] You have a curfew (technically anyway)
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is (huh????)
[x] you like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come (previously)
[x] You've played final fantasy (used to be addicted)
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 28

[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?" (Asian Pride)
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] when you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad" (as an excuse to say no)

X's so far: 30
Total X's: 30

I'm 60% Asian. LOL.

The tale of CLUB21

2008-11-09T07:07:00.000-08:00

Went out just now to Club21's sale and i saw so many people.

Saw Taufik and his brother at the Singapore Flyer, though i cldnt find his parents, and amazingly to my dad didnt seem to care when his close friends with Taufik's parents.

At the paddock, met Zawani's mom but not her. I always seem to meet her mom but miss her. Oh and I saw Justin and my neighbour -_-. I seem to always see justin wherever i go. Saw him at Raffles the other time too. I think i see him outside more often then in sch. This year anyway.

I didnt buy anything at all at the sale. Prices were brilliant but most of the stuff were gone. I was taught a good lesson. ALways go early for sales.

And declined when my dad offered to buy me new jeans! Wah, big news man. I told him that I didnt need it.

I made a new list for myself.

I just need to get new shoes and a new watch. Thats all. Saw a beautiful white and gold watch at Espirit yest with joey.

Oh and Andy complimented my clothes and my looks. Yay. Hahah.

2008-11-07T18:09:00.001-08:00

So yesterday's TPSU outing was kinda fun. Went all the way to ITE Simei (my first time in an ITE). I know you all wld say, OMG HE went to an ITE? Well, the only reason I agreed was because John ambushed me and it was only 2 stops away from my place.

But yes. It was a netball match between NYP and TP. And I am so proud of our sch. Mainly because we have such a brilliant outfit. Haha. Its just classy and classic. IN any case, whilst the rest of SU was sitting right at the back, Kelly, Emilla, Persie and me sat right in front cheering the team on.

Thank god there was Emilla to explain all the rules and wtv not of the game. But that was the first time I found out that netball was quite a violent sport. HAHA

So we cheered like crazy and I think the 4 of us were actually louder then the rest of SU. YAY! Which explains why I lost my voice.

BUt anyway we beat NYP and.... that was when I found out that that very game was the final match -_-

WHich meant we are champions for the 3rd consecutive time!

ANyway, last week was campus health something day and I had to run.

Here's some pics!!

The entire team

Wrong shutter speed!

I look like a retard

I look drunk. HAHAHA

Right after my run. LOOK AT MY FACE!!!

Mr D insisted on this pic. -_-

2008-11-05T04:52:00.000-08:00

OMG! I found out DBSK's coming up with a repackaged Mirotic album!

Its coming out on the 12th of this month.

Thats it. I'm going to buy it!

And it has 3 new songs including a song composed by my hyung, Jae Joong :)

Anyone wana buy for me please?

2008-11-05T04:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday's outing with Daosuan was nice. Although I had to ask/invite/inform/threaten people, it worked out. Haha.

HSM3 is not bad. Not exactly exciting and Citizen Kane, Titanic, LOTR, Curse of the Golden Flower, The King and the Clown or Virgin Snow material but it was ok.

SO many random things, it made the 6 of us laugh and after the movie, I realised we were all sitting in couple seats. Haha. I was laughing all the way out when I found out.

Anyway, the main theme of this movie is the main cast graduating and it made me realise I am graduating in 1.5 years time. Ok some would say its still long and I'm only half way through poly but it is coming. Take 6 months off that 1.5 (cuz I have 6 months of internship) and I only have 1 year.

But the harsh reality is that after I graduate, I wont have much time left in Singapore. 2 years will be spent in NS (which I think is such a waste of time) then, I'll be gone, away from Singapore for at least 3 years since I intend to do a degree with honours.

After that, who knows? I might not even return here ever.

Ok Nat, enough of this emo things.

I have a long list of things to do. Annoying.

Lets see,

1) Radio: Jingle, a write up on a boring radio station and do up on some workshop.

2) Film: Term paper, journal

3) Cross-Culture: individual write up on some movie, project proposal

4) Multi-Camera: Interview proposal

5) Multimedia: I have no idea what I have to do -_-

Oh and I have the LT show to organise. Great.

Korea Festival

2008-11-02T05:22:00.001-08:00

Wah say, I just rejected tickets for the Korea Festival because i promised Daosuan I wld go watch HSM 3 with them.

I rejected the chance to see Chae Yon, the sexiest Korean singer. Grr.

They better feel loved.

Thats her, btw.

2008-11-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today was dramatic to say the least.

I was very emo in the morning, what with my bro coming back now, which meant I dont have the room to myself any longer, and i was just irritated and lonely.

Anyway, my maid just created some drama. Seriously, I think my family is cursed. We've had abt 8 maids and we havent had a single decent one yet. Just now, when my family reached home aft dinner, my maid was gone. G-O-N-E gone. (Ok I miss Ophix alr) but yeah. Aft waiting for 10 mins she suddenly STROLLED in. And, I had to control myself cuz my dad was home so I cldnt just shout and scream or show off my bahasa indonesia. So i just remained nonchalant.

Anyway, by now it seems all of those who read my blog know I'm obsessed with DBSK. Duh.

I'm also implementing a spending freeze on myself. Can only splurge once a week. I've spent like$800 on shopping in a month. Ok i spent more then that.

I'm trying to learn Korean now. I bet my mom wld laugh when she hears this. ("What happened to your french? then your jap? then your mandarin?") but its freaking difficult.

And I've decided I might consider going to ANU (australia national university) instead of UM. Its so ulu in Canberra but on the flip side, my parents wont be in Canberra.

DBSK obsession

2008-10-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

Lets see.

Friday was Dexter's birthday so I met up with Dolyce and Randell at Parkway.

Although we planned to meet at 2 we expected everyone to be late but guess what? I smsed Dolyce at 1.30 to ask what time she was leaving her place but she was alr on the bus!

Walked arnd for 3 hrs and we ended up buying a huge ball for Dexter!

This was the only picture I cld get. Dont know why I'm having problems with uploading pics.

I went shopping with Daosuans on monday. Was nice to go out with everyone again.

Leeshen was desperate to buy things but as usual, I end up spending the most.

I love my new CK bag.

I realise, the only thing making my day these few days are shopping (which means no money alr) and distractions.

I've been distracting myself with a host of things including obsessing with DongBangShinKi which means Gods rising from the East.

They are Gods man. Seriously.

And previously, when I liked only Jaejoong and Yunho, now I like them plus Junsu and Yoochun!

I'll blog abt them since I want to continue to occupy my time with nonsense. And I decided to rank them too.

No.2 Uknow Yunho

The God of Dance and the leader of the group. Although I think he has the weakest vocals (but still quite good, way better then most Taiwan boybands anyway) he is the best dancer. Man can he rock! Oh and he just saved a girl from an accident too. Talk about a great guy.

No.3 Xiah Junsu

Amazing vocals. He has this unique voice that just grows on you. Seriously. Plus he has this so decent face. Haha. He would be able to be the lead singer of any band with his amazing vocals. Alas, there was only one person who could sing better than this brilliant guy. (Btw, I love his hair colour here)

No.4 Mickey Yoochun

I love his deep voice and he has this sort of english accent when he sings (for Mirotic anyway). And somehow, his hairstyle is cool man. I cant think of anyone else who can pull it off. Brilliant stuff.

No.5 Max Changmin

His voice can go up really, really high man. Plus, his the youngest member. Scores lots of points.

And finally, my No.1

No.1 Hero Jaejoong

With the voice of God, this guy can sing! I think his angel in disguise. God sent him to us as a gift. He has amazing talent. And he has nice eyes (which, for those who know me means alot) Who cares if he has gone for surgery. I want to go too. Any kind souls out there to sponsor me? And don't complain abt how many pics of him I put up. I'm bias.

And to top it all up, here are the 5 Gods!

I want to go to Thailand on the 11th to catch my idol man!!

2008-10-22T04:54:00.000-07:00

I feel like I'm approaching my anti-social mood again.

Down Orchard Road alone failed to lift the gloom.

Another time when I failed to buy anything.

Plus I broke a record. I spent only $2.30 on my lunch.

In Orchard.

A new record broken.

I hate how powerless I am now.

Short of cash, short of emotions.

Empty.

Hair

2008-10-21T07:41:00.002-07:00

First official day of school wasn't so bad, but wasn't very much fun either.

Me feelinging itchy for a haircut got one!

I went to Storm to look for Kason at 2.30 but he was so busy the counter girl asked me to come back at 4.30 so i went back to school to slack at SU lounge.

Went back to Century Square and it was still quite full.

When Kason asked me what I wanted to do I did the usual, anything. Lol

He did quite aot to my hair. Lets see, he lightened my hair colour and then dyed it with two tones. Matt brown and copper brown. Love the natural look man

Me after the lightening.

I think the colour looked quite nice. The shampoo girl was like, the colour quite nice ah actually. And Kason tried to trick me into thinking that that was my dyed hair -_-

Poor guy, he had been working for like non-stop since morning. He didn't even have time to eat lunch. so he skipped a meal. I felt so guilty.

And he apologised profusely cuz i waited for so long but I told him, 'Its ok, I'm used to it.'

SInce the past few times I was there, I waited forever as well. But he rocks lah. He gave me a $70 discount so I only paid $148 for lightening, dying of two tones, treatment and of course cut.

I like my new hair :)

Kason rocks. Oh and DBSK are now my idols. They sang Boyz 2 Men's in the still of the night and it was awesome!!!!

Look out for me if you wana see my new hair. Lol

Le Magnifique

2008-10-17T19:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's sports day was alright I guess. Played soccer and captain's ball with the rest. Quite forgettable, only that my legs kinda ache from all that running.

But dinner was fabulous. Went to Uncle Zaihan's place and had so much fun.

Obviously I came late, what with sch and all, so went straight for dinner. Had both Soto and mutton soup. The soto was good but even though the mutton soup was quite nice, it was spicy! Nearly died.

But it was the desserts that stole the show.

Cik Lin brought out all the dif kinds of tea for us to try and me being a tea lover, jumped for joy.

So we talked on a whole host of issues that really interest me. And esp with me being the only one from my generation (my nxt cousin decided not to come and my brother and my other cousin was busy fiddling with his new iPod touch).

I bet my mom was squirmishing and turned green with envy as I was the one interacting with my aunts and uncle. My mom loves being the centre of attraction.

We talked about what else but food, glorious food!

Lets see, we discussed about the dif tea, some of which my parents dared not taste, seafood buffets at Konrad, sashimi and salmon, which they both didnt eat and Carouselle buffet at Orchard. Oh and cheese!

And my uncle brought out cheese! 3 types to be precise, aged, bree and one other thing.

Obviously I took all of this like a fish in water and i truly enjoyed myself.

Yay. That certainly made my night. They are officially my favourite aunt and uncle on my grandfather's side.

2008-10-16T18:57:00.001-07:00

Finally I had sashimi.

After a long and ultimately boring morning in school, Kay and I went for sashimi!

We ordered about 13 plates of sashimi. Delicious!

But, I didnt manage to manage my spending.

I headed to Bugis to collect my specs and I walked into TOPMAN and, I just bought this nice jacket.

Damn.

So I'm imposing a spending freeze across board (Ok i got that phrase from the presidential debates. McCain seemed to use this alot. and if you don't know what I'm talking abt then shame on you because your living under a rock.)

Oh and I received my timetable already!

Its quite nice, I get mon and tue afternoon's off and I only have to stay late on thursday, I've always hated thursdays anyway.

And I got FILM THEORY!!! Which means I got my dream combo in year two, Broadcast Performance and Film Theory. Wonderful.

Although my class is like made up of last sem's Broadcast and Sports Marketing students.

Lets see, Brenda, Vanessa, Suzanne, Kellyn, Steph, Mel and me from Broadcast and Iman heng, Haikel, Jared, Konrad and Kenneth from Sports.

And as you can see, I basically know more then half my class quite well alr.

I still cnt really believe I got Film.

Ah well, going to Uncle Zaihan's place later. Hopefully I can ignore my annoying cousin.

But first, there's sports day later, though I am abit lazy to play.

2008-10-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

Porter Bag

A new pair of spectacles that actually make me look intellectual

A new pair of shades (which I am in dire need of since i accidentally stepped on my previous pair)

The Puma tracksuit

Many, many shoes

More cool bags

A Mac laptop

New casings for Junior

A handphone holder

Catch DBSK live

Actually meet them in person (possible? actually just YunHo or JaeJoong wld be fine)

Perfection

Holiday in Japan, Taiwan and Korea

Meet Zhang Dong Liang

That certain necklace and ring which I lost last year

Actually sit down and get enough disciplin to finish learning Japanese and French

And learn Mandarin and Korea

Retail therapy just now was great..

I bought all the stuff thats in bold.

Now quite broke.

There seems to be lots of sales everywhere.

ClubMarc's was qute extreme. Stocks were everywhere at their Marina branch.

Schs starting nxt week.... hmm