Tuesday, January 27, 2009
So school starts tomorrow. I dont look forward to it. Period.
Next week is going to be one of the busiest ever.
Multi-Cam on monday
Radio presentation on thursday
MEP project on friday
Like shit ah.
Tomorrow I have Multi-Cam rehearsal and I still havent memorised or come up with a proper script.
Then, this whole week is now officially pack with every evening aft 6 reserved for MEP work.
I now have to find time to squeeze in 2 hours just to get ready radio trailers and liners, and another 2 hours to prepare multi-cam CG. What the hell.
Aft next week, I'm like free. Argh. I think i'm gona give up for MEP. Cnt be bothered to work hard for an A. a B will suffice. I dont even mind a C.
AAAAAHHHHHHH.
I think the only thing keeping me going now is the thought of going to Hong Kong after all this ends. But wait. I have 3 exams to study for before that. Bloody hell.
I think this 4 day holiday was just bad timing. I would rather have had school and be able to use the studio and stuff to do work.
Damn.
I pray god grant me the strength to see to the end of this semester.
--Merci tout le monde--
6:36 AM
Monday, January 26, 2009
Its CNY and I have to wish everyone a happy and prosperous new year.
well, school is so stressful now. Just a few weeks left till the end and we have to sprint to the finish line. I sound like a year 3 student now.
MEP. argh. I'm beginning to wonder if my grp should have just done a horror theme based on whats happening now. like our mysterious groupmate.
Had barbecue just now with my dad's side. kind of nice. we hardly get to meet up with each other. Plus, i ate 10 pieces of chicken. Wah.
And god-bro gave me a list of nice places to shop in hongkong. I swear I cant wait to go. I need a proper holiday. Now all that I need to do is get the cash and hope my mom lets me wonder off in hongkong all by myself.
I have a list of stuff to get there now:
a potter bag/ maybe 2 if i brought enough money
a new cologne (my CKin2U and the other one is almost finished)
a hell lot of new clothes for my SIP and new apartments in Singapore and Melbourne
haha. right now, I think I only have $200+ to spend
and if my mom is nice enough to add another $100
i have $300
i'm targetting to bring at least $500
and my dear cousin is telling me she bought 2 Kate spade bags for s$500 in hongkong.
Yay, luckily i technically start work on monday. 3 hr training yo. at least i think its 3 hrs
i have demo till 1
then i have to rish down to bugis
i wonder if i have to time to wash my face and all cuz i have to put on makeup and stuff for broadcast...
--Merci tout le monde--
8:39 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Finally this hectic week has all but ended. In fact I finished everything in record time.
1) Multi-Cam demo
It was alright. I didnt exactly memorise my lines, but it worked out fine.
2) MEP test
in the end. it was cancelled. or rather, she decided not to have it on tue since there were rumours that it wld be on tue. WTH?
3) Multi-Cam test
I am so going to die... But then again, along with 75% of the cohort
4) Radio skills test
I screwed one part. stupid hooks. but i think i did great on the rest. hopefully a B+?
5)Film term paper.
Guess what? I finished everything! Like before deadline. Granted, I slept at 2 am just now. But it's all done.
I'm so pleased with myself. Now I can concentrate on MEP and multi-cam.
Oh and today, I had a moment that made me blush like crazy. LOL. Kellyn, its your fault.
And, I just want to say, Alistair rocks :)
--Merci tout le monde--
3:32 AM
Monday, January 19, 2009
I'm bored. In CCC now.
Anyway, the two girls on my right and left are going crazy over Kim Bum, that guy acting in Hana Yori Dango Korea.
Kim Bum
Hilarious. And now Nicole is asking me why I'm putting up a picture of her 'husband'. Clearly dillusional :p
And she just asked me to shut up. HAHAHAHA
Oh I was reading and researching on plastic surgery.
I need 20K. Any nice people out there? LOL
Nicole wants to type
nicole sayS, "EOPSEO!!!"
and that meant???? oO
nicole says, "DONT HAVE!!!!"
Haha. Clearly, this shows how bored we are during CCC lecture.
--Merci tout le monde--
7:32 PM
1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
Narcissistic
2. Who are you missing right now?
A hell lot of people. Like my god brother. and friends.
3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house , what do you say?
How do you know where I stay? Are you stalking me?
4. How many bedrooms are in your house?Erm, Which house? The current one? The one I'm going to stay in? Or the one in Melbourne?
5. Is there a reason for your profile song?
No song. It slows down the loading.
6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
Haha! Nicole? or joey? HMM. Nope.
7. Who was your last text message from?
Kellyn. Such a random sms
8. What time did you wake up this morning?
7am -_-
9. If someone liked you right now , would you want them to tell you?
It depends on who. HAHA
10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?
Well, it can mean a million and one different things.
11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Yeah, why not?
12. What is wrong with you now?
I'm exhausted and I have a damn busy week to look forward too.
13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
Yes. I want to have cute and beautiful children
14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad?
Depends on who I'm kissing. HAHA and if i was drunk.
15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
Nope. It's just awkward.
16. Do you use T9 , word or abc?
excuse me?
17. Do you tell your mum everything?
Of course.... Not
18. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Erm... Cant remember. too many.
19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
today? no.
20.Who can you trust?
No one but God
Quiz 2.
1. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
cheek.
2. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
exhausted. I want to sleep more!
3. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
my sister.. or was it my grandfather
4. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled?
No. :(
5. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
Yes, just that I'm scared of needles.
6. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?
Yes.. Almost all are.
7. Do You Want Someone Dead?
Yes. I have quite a long list. Now, to find an assassin for myself.
8. What Does Your Last Text Message Says?
Eh, Don't go journalism, your more suited to broadcast or marketing. Go to broadcast with me!
LOL
9. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
When is CNBC going to call me???
10. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
Yes....
11. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night?
11pm. I was so exhausted
12. Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
Jay Jay's in Perth!
13. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
Yes...
14. Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
Kellyn, Last evening
The 9 people you just tagged:
1. Nicole
2. Joey
3. Hab
4. Nicolette
5. C'zia Jyeah
6. Grace
7. Presley
8. Kay
9. Emilla
15.Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
Some guy named Michael
16. Is 3 A Male Or A Female?
A female?
17. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
CMM.. With me!
18. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them?
erm.... depends on who.
19.Is Number 4 Single?
No.-_- Gabriel is hilarious! hahah
20.Say Something About Number 2.
Er.. She's sitting beside me. And now, she's upset because i wrote something 'lame'
21. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
Impossible. LOL
22. Describe Number 9.
A Nice friend... BUT I havent seen her for so long!
23. What Will You Do If Number 6 And 7 Fights?
IMpossible. Duno each other.
Quiz 3.
1. What’s your nickname?
Nat
2. How old are you?
18
3. When’s your birthday?
15 May!
4. What’s your special skill?
Erm? Duno?
5. What’s your horoscope?
Taurus
6. Who pass this survey to you?
Bernita
7. She’s your….?
friend.
8. What you wanna talk to him/her?
????
9. What you think about him/her?
A freshie
10. When you know him/her?
FOC and Ikea dinner
11. How’s her attitude?
No idea now.
12.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope
13. If one day , your lover tell you that he/she loves you too , how will you do?
Duno?
14. Are you well-being now?
Excuse me.. what?
15. Why god give you courage?
To live
16. Who’s the people that you like?
My family, my friends.
17.Which colour do you like the most?
White and Gold!.
18. God give you 4 wishes:
1st: I was perfect
2nd: To live a perfect life
3rd; To achieve all my dreams goals and ambitions
4th: To look brilliantly perfect! HAHAHAH
19. Do you like to smile and laugh ?
Kinda
--Merci tout le monde--
2:25 AM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
I'm happy.
Its been a good 2 days. I think, the best 2 days so far this year. Friday afternoon was very draggy. I even fell asleep on the bus to Parkway.
But Swensens with Mrs Raimy, Shyam, Andrea and Denise was absolutely great!
We talked and slacked for 4 hours! and by the time we left, at 10.20, Parkway was already closed!
The food was good and the company was great, what more could I ask for?
Yesterday was even better. I went back to Parkway again, but this time, I went home not empty handed but with Alistair! Like YAY!
I have a new love... Alistair!
And... btw, Alistair's my new Macbook! WOOTZ!
ok. Going to downtown for sushi soon!
--Merci tout le monde--
1:47 AM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
I talked to Winnie Tan yest abt the internship.
Here's the list of people going for CNBC interview.
Marketing
Sze Ling
Praba
Konrad
Amelia
Hafeez
someone (this for the people i forgot)
Operations
Vanessa
Someone
Editorial
Brenda
Vivienne
Darren
Me
So they sent me for the editorial position. I'm so delighted. Plus, she said she sent the best students she has for this.
BUT Junior just died!!! That was so catastrophic!
Argh. Junior has been by my side for 2 years and now its finally gone. :(
Hopefully my Dad will get me another. Maybe a Mac? Then I'll name it Alistair!
Yay. Cuz my Bao Bei is so alone. Ok, this reminds me, I need to buy Bao Bei new earpiece. I have no idea whats wrong with the new one.
And another surprise of the century, Denise asked me to do ambassador duty. HAHAHAHA. I wonder if Chuah Soon Soon knows, she kicked me out what? or maybe Denise just doesnt know... Hmmm. And now Praba tells me Shandy had the shock of her life cuz Felicia Nah praised me and said some gd stuff abt me.
1stly, its felicia nah. since when does she praise me? I'm not one of her chosen disciples. But who cares! At least Shandy would have been thrown down to earth and realises she's not all that. HAH.
But I'm still mourning the death of Junior. WHen I told my dad Junior just died, he just said, "Bring back home then see how." and when i repeatd the fact that my LAPTOP DIED again, he just said: "ok". WTH.
Anyway, here's a little something for that certain someone.
May the stars watch over you
and the birds sing your name
for the angels have arrived
bidding you a brilliant birthday
Happy Birthday :)
--Merci tout le monde--
2:09 AM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
So now i'm back. after 3 exhausting days of open house.
it was a very interesting experience.
as usual, jonathan managed to piss me off again with his diva attitude. so what if he was in a bad mood. i didnt do anything.
anyway, managed to get selected for CNBC interview. I have no idea if i will be ready.
Oh and jam and hop was super fun!!!
Dance alot with Sajiv, Aaron, Paige, and two other Zetten IT sch girls.
Aaron was like, eh next time i go clubbing i call you along.
I was thinking, is he even old enough to enter a club? hahaha
seriously, this is the best jam and hop ever, and technically, i was supposed to be on duty! haha
wtv. have to rush alot of assignments. will continue with more deeper stuff tmr when i wake up.
--Merci tout le monde--
10:20 AM
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Reading people's blogs, and each seem to be writing their own reviews of the past year. Me? I did mine and as I grapple with trying to exorcise the ghosts of my past, I try look towards the future, with a sense of optimism.
Yet no matter how hard I try, the past always has a way of appearing again and coming full circle.
I talked to Nadiah yesterday. Arguably, she is my oldest friend, though we went on hiatus for abt 2 years? Since primary 2 our fates have intertwined and she always seem to pop up in conversations or random events.
The past.
I realise, whenever I mention the past, I always talk abt the same things. About the same people in my primary school life including Nadiah, Zawani, Haikal, Hafiz, Suhaimi, Hakim, Azyan, Syafiqah, Farhan, Khairul (Notice they are all malays) and to a certain extent Jonathan, June, Heather, Zhi Ying, Benjamin.
I think this was the only stage of my life where all my closest friends were malays. HAHA. Actually I think I might have been abit racist in primary school.
Very few of my close friends are now malays. maybe 2 or 3?
Oh how times have changed.
Yet now, what do I do? Ophix's reign in TP has ended and most are living in the shadows of the past. The future is uncertain.
Everytime I try to strengthen the walls that separate me with pain, I fail spectacularly.
The New Year was terrible and I think that was the first time anyone in my family saw me in that pathetic situation.
Grace recommends me to not shun myself from the world that I desparately want to avoid.
I guess I cannot avoid that. But that doesnt mean I have to let anyone in.
--Merci tout le monde--
10:26 PM
