I am officially annoyed with my mom. period.

She's asking me questions about Gucci and LV bags.

Then when I said that we dont even have enough for food, she still wants to buy her bags, she laughed cynically and complained to my dad. So i just repeated her exact words that day, that she said we had to cut cost so we only had this certain amount of food for the day (which was quite little so i ate out for dinner with my friends and she also complained abt that). She came out with this lame excuse.

WTH. And now she's blabbering non-stop abt the prices in europe, she still has the audacity to ask me qns like, LV and Gucci frm where? Go find out yourself.

Annoying.


AAAAHHHHH! Can she shut up?
She's asking my dad for money now. Like hinting all the stuff she wants. goodness!

ok sry. just needed to rant! 11:42 PM

I realise I need to find a new drive for myself.

Shah text me early in the morning, posing as the clubbing ghost and asking to go club next week. LOL. I was so shocked that I laughed out loud and managed to wake my brother up. IT was hilarious. Imagine getting that kind of text at 6am.

ok this reminds me, I have yet to reply him.

I am itching to do something. Goodness.

Oh my mom asked me if I was going home early today and when I told her no, she replied sharply:"Why?!"

And when I told her I was going out with friends she said that I kept going out non-stop.

Hello? How many times have I been out this week? Counting tonight, TWICE! And if thats not the answer she wants to hear then don't ask. seriously.

GSS starts today and the offers are bloody brilliant! But I'm broke :( Cuz I just brought for my brother his Wii thingi.

Seriously need a holiday man. HongKong, Japan come soon! 6:02 PM

i fell sick on monday. so i was on mc again on tue. Gah. what a waste of mc.

Yesterday's dinner was great. Met up with Kellyn and to my amusement, jonathan came along. thank god kel was there. everytime jon started crapping she wld just give a very sarcastic remark. haha. cheryl was late as usual.

We had dinner at Waraku and it was not bad, though the waiter's english was as gd as his jap (which he vainly tried to greet with) which just means it suck. and the 4 of us being who we are, we didnt speak mandarin.

After dinner, we wanted to chill out and since it was ladies night, all the clubs were pack, so jon came up with this 'ingenious' idea to visit his favourite pub. he dragged us from one end of clarke quay to the other end of boat quay to Harry's to listen to the band. After one drink and a few songs, we went back home. Thank god. But that annoying brother of mine went to my cousin's place to watch soccer with my cousins without telling me. ass.

anyway, it was so nice to see them all again. its not often i get to hang out with them. no offence my other friends, but they arnt the very sophisticated kind. with them, we usually end up at some fast food place or something.

I would so love to go out with kel and cheryl again. yay 11:32 PM

ok i have a great many things to blog abt today.

lets see. first was friday.
the elections has finally ended with quite a few surprises poping out.
Nicolette is now the new president of TPSU. although many were surprised, I was not.
I hope she manages to succeed and push through the necessary changes to instill life into SU again.
The new committee has both ups and downs. oh wells. what can we do. Grace and me were talking abt it and what we were going to afterwords. i offered nicolette whatever i can. like what i told her, i can promise her that i will be there if she ever needs me but i cannot do the same for TPSU any longer.

next up was the highlight of the week. dinner with primary school darlings!
i was at my mom's friend's place first at pasir ris so when haikal called me we decided to meet up and go together.

the funny part was that i went to his bus stop but he went to the other one. so it was like LOL. and then he RAN to the bus stop i was at and his excuse was that he needed to train. HE IS BALD!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
oh the funny part is that he, hafiz and azyan's bf are in the same squad. such a small world.

so we travelled to the airport together and we met the rest. besides the usuals, din and azyan's bf joined us. so there were two khairuls there. how wierd. nadiah's TKGS friends joined us as well. we practically dominated secret receipe and were so loud. oh we congratulated azyan on her getting into med sch. i'm so proud of all of them. they all managed to get into uni. even haikal!!!

it was like damn nice la. so throughout the course of the whole thing i found out how small the world is. turns out azyan's bf is hab (:p)'s 2nd cousin who stays only 2 blocks away frm her and happen's to be frm the same primary sch as farahyn and hannah who is syazlina's cousin (ok the latter i alr knew). and i also found out azyan is quite close to my cousin arina. damn small world.

his quite a nice guy i realised. oh and khairul sent syafiqah, ain and me home. we took a wrong turn! LOL. that guy damn blur.

oh and celebrated my brother's bday yest. dad bought for him a Wii. oh wells.

ok pics frm my bday up!




i'll cnt find the lounge ones. oh wells. 6:23 PM

And the dust has finally settled. Talked to Grace yesterday and again I told her how nonchalant I feel.
I've set new priorities and I intend to fulfill them.
At the same time, I realised how itchy I am. I'm even thinking of not studying in Australia and going somewhere else. Crazy.

I'm in a desperate need for a hobby. A cheap, useful and fulfilling hobby.
Oh and I need discipline. I told myself I'll stop spending so much (which seemed to be working so far) but then again, I haven't really gone out much. Having dinner with my primary school darlings tmr at the airport. Supposedly it's to celebrate Azyan's acceptance into med sch and Nadiah's flying off to god knows where.

Which just made me realise. She's flying off! I'm stuck here in Singapore. PLus, I have this strong feeling she's going to Sydney to visit her sister. AND ITS WINTER IN AUST!!!!!

May still hasn't put up the pics we took whilst clubbing. I think she's gona put it up with the clubbing session she had with Shah and co. Annoying. Ask me to join them but since it was a wed i had to politely decline. I have early morning work on thursday! Hate work. Goodness.

Anyway, I'm watching Shining Inheritance now. This is what I do on the LONG train ride to clementi- watch dramas.


Anyway, this drama stars Seung Gi. I remember the gameshow where he was featured and he liked Chae Yeon, this girl who happens to be almost old enough to be his mom. To be fair, she is really damn hot. Like really. Oh and Seung Gi can sing damn well.

I love dramas. The taiwanese ones are so exaggerated and unrealistic, the Japanese ones have brilliant plot and storyline and the Korean ones have this fabulous ability to toy with your emotions and bring you on this roller coaster ride. I think the Asian media industry is simply stupendous. I'm in awe. Too bad I'm too lazy to work hard for it. LOL.

Actually, I wouldn't mind acting in a Jap or Korean drama, but not a local one. Local dramas are dead boring. I went for a few and its so boring. The ideas are always the same, the execution is just not there.

Oh and I just found out two interesting facts.

1) Seung Gi is a gd fencer. omg fencing!!!!!! I might do that. I always wanted to la.
2) the female lead from the drama is acting in Heaven's Postman! The same drama which has Jae Joong. BRILIANT!!!! I think her acting is superb! I seriously felt damn sad when she broke down in the drama. Damn good acting and cinematography.
oO cinematography. haven't used that word for some time. Not since film I think.

I miss film class!!!!! At least I'm meeting Kellyn and Cheryl for dinner on monday. Cheryl wants to meet up for dinner+drinks. I think i'll skip the latter and go for just the dinner. I have work the next day! seriously. Work is spoiling my fun. 6:32 PM

Yesterday was great!

Watched Angels & Demons at GV. I preferred the book though. They deleted a whole character, that Cern director and they got rid of the fact that that professor who was murdered was Vittoria's father. Oh and that Cardinal didnt become the pope. I mean, that wld have been better. In the show only one of the Preferriti survived. But what was the point? And why would the college of cardinals remove the that Cardinal from the position of great Elector and not vote him as Pope? Most importantly, they didnt reveal that the Carmelengo was actually the late Pope's son! What a spoiler.

After the movie we went for dinner at Swensens and the both of us got tempted by the lobsters.

Thank you so much for the brilliant treat yesterday!!!! I loved the food, movie and company yo!

YAY!!!!!! 6:21 PM

Birthday weekend is over. It was nice. The people who were there truly made it my day but i was bitterly disappointed by some as well.

Lets see. Qimin was the first to wish me. I think partly cuz she wanted to sleepe arly since she had sch th enext day. HAHA.
And, I was extremely delighted and shocked when grace called me to wish me. I was like wah. But lucky for her I was still awake and wasnt planning on sleeping soon or else I wld have screamed at her for waking me up.

Lunch with Presley was fun, though I still dont know the names of the other two we had lunch with. oh and i had to rush all the way home and back to sch to get Alistair cuz i had to help emilla with the certificates.

HTHT with Brendon Lee and Grace was nice too. it was a random and in the heat of the moment thing. but ya, i'm beginning to understand brendon more. esp since i talk to melissa quite regularly nowadays.

SU appreciation thingi was nice i guess. it was hilarious when yvonne and tatyi tried to block my view suddenly and pretending nothing happened. oh come on. obviously i knew. plus it was a wierd combi. yvonne so short and tatyi quite tall. HAHA. But thanks so much my darling sister nicolette for coming all the way to sch for me.Thanks so much to Ella, Emilla, Kelly, Claudine and persie for wishing me so nicely. LOL.

Of course i have to thank all the wonderful people for wishing me. Though i was disappointed with some. shant mention names here. maybe in lj ltr.

Fion came late as usual -_- so we cabbed to her place then went to bdk to meet up with may. and i was extremely delighted when i found out nicholas cheong and james were coming for the party! YAY! but 2 people ended up cancelling on us. shant bother to even mention her name.

Had alot of fun at Zirca and Rebel. OK we spent most of the time at Rebel and then went Lunar for a short while. It was so nice to spend time with Martin, Nicholas, Fion, May and James.

Oh and May almost got grinded by some random guy. lucky martin and i were there.LOL

I really enjoyed my time there, and esp with May and Fion. It was a very nice session. I really hope we continue this great friendship.

Oh and yesterday night i was damn happy! My cousins from perth called!!!! OMG! I was abt to enter the car when i got a call. so i thought it was just my mom asking me to hurry up then when i saw the unknown number thing i thought it was just my grandma so didnt really wana bother to ans. when i ans, i was like hello, whose this? is this tasha? OMG! HELLO! I was like crazy in the car! I love my cousins to death there! Then since i was in the car with my family, cldnt really talk too much with my aunt cuz my mom was there, but we had a few inside jokes. I miss them to death pls. and i feel so guilty now cuz i didnt even wish them happy bday. i cant wait for them to come back in sept. i'll get them a super big gift i swear!!! my only regret was i didnt get to talk to hyder cuz i think he was sleeping.

ok i cnt belive i typed all that in one paragraph.

i'll post the pics up soon. oh and i forgot to mention i saw kellyn at clarke quay. i was walking with martin then i saw this girl. i was like eh she quite familiar. look like kellyn. and she stared at me. i think we stared at each other for 2 seconds then went OMG! we practically jumped at each other. HAHAH. yay. then talked to cheryl yest. we're gona meet up for dinner next week! YAY!!!!!

ok i have to go back to work. cherios. 6:19 PM

Things are looking slightly better now, though I still havent received my pay.

Birthday coming soon and all. Oh wells.

Oh i was quite proud of my work for Ella for the elections. Not bad for someone who hasn't used photoshop in ages. haha.

I'm more cheerful now which is good too. Maybe its because of the company i have, as in not the company my job but company as in the friends i'm surrounded with. there are still a few i miss though. gahh.

Oh i just read John's blog. and by John I mean John Tay, my secondary school classmate. I decided i should put up more pictures of people i talk abt so at least i can remember them in the future.LOL.

So, here's John.



OMG. I just realised he just dyed his hair blond. HAHAHAH. Sorry, inside joke. I remember in school, he said he would never dye his hair. Well, look how much times have changed. In fact, is colour isn't even like a dark colour but his hair is so BRIGHT!

So nostalgic. It so happened that he was one of the few who was online just now and i decided to visit his blog for the first time in a year.

He was such a nice person. Abit too holy, but nice nonetheless. Reminds me of Kay. But I'm quite close to Kay, I was never close to him. Plus, he would give class outings a miss, most of them anyway, since he was extremely involved in his church.

So anyways, I realised what I would like to see this year. A class reunion. Is that even possible? But I should never say never since I have been going out with my primary school darlings quite regularly, though this week's outing is postphoned to next week. oh wells.

Ok I think I'm on abit of high right now since I had the worst night this month (was just falling asleep when kelly had to call me 4 times to wake me up! then huijing texting me) and I slept at only 12.30! Plus, I woke up at 5 to finish Ella's poster. so I'm drinking lots of coffee now to keep me awake. Lol. Anyway here's what i did for ella. ok nvm. will do it another time. The colour looks rubbish when i uploaded just now. damn.

omg so this means this post only has John's face -_-

Oh and on another note, Happy Birthday Grace! or rather happy belated one since it was yesterday. 7:33 PM

tmr there's work. argh. shit.

Anyway, this week is like packed alr man.

Monday- tea with Emilla, Ella and maybe Kelly
Tuesday- Bakerzin with Hilyah, Erwin and maybe Irving and Grace
Wednesday- press conference at the National Museum
Thursday- Gala opening of exhibit at the Museum
Friday- MC and party time. HAHA

And i have to slot in shopping for my friday outfits, finishing my 3 articles and getting my contacts and face stuff. i am broke. oh and shopping for extras. goodness.

Plus I have to slot in a host of things. Maybe i shall shop on wed aft my press conference since i'll be near PS. But i hate stuff at PS. Aiya.

Oh but I'm gona get to play tennis on the 22nd! YAY! with the darling orange people. finally man.
ok going to my aunt's place now. take care yo. 1:52 AM

I realised something, i love people who can speak good english. Like seriously. esp celebs frm non-english speaking countries.
Example, was watching evan yo singing complicated and i was blown away by his perfect diction. and also like that receptionist at Kason's.

movie with the grp was nice though i dont thing X-men Wolverine was that gd.it was so so only.

oh yes and i'll be on MC this friday which means i get to go sch! YAY!!

Haha. Planned in advance :) and so far its been planned well.

I'm gona go to the doctor in the morning then have lucnh (i hope) with martin. He still owes me sashimi! then tea with presley and for now its empty but i want to do some stuff.

and i decided to be healthy again! YAY!
Like ran again today. twice a week man! though i'm quite syre nxt week i only have time for one. 6:58 AM

I'm made the final decision and I am standing by it. God knows how much I've been through these past few days.

At least now I've become even closer with so many friends. Haha. Things really do happen for a reason.

I now have more time to spend with Emilla, Kelly and perhaps Ella. And I'm close again to May, Fion, Yanti and perhaps Nicholas. The old times have finally arrived again and I hope this really last.

Japan trip coming up. I really hope it works out. This got my adrenaline pumping again. HAHA. Japan, beautiful Japan.

I'm alr thinking of the clothes I'm gona bring and buy there. LOL. PLus, I found sponsors :)

Oh and I absolutely have to start jogging today. I'm such a lazy ass. argh.

Went for dinner with my aunt yesterday. enjoyed myself loads. love you aunt!
Talked about so many things. Its been so long since we had this wide ranging discussion. Must ask my cousin to join us nxt time. And it'll be at Starbucks next.

I so cant wait for tomorrow. Then next week :) 5:48 PM

So my 19th birthday approaches. I hope it will be a welcome distraction from all the events currently unfolding around me. So far its sounding better then the last. but then again, it doesnt take much to beat last year's.

i want to be with everyone but i dont know if its possible. its almost confirmed that my bday will be spent with the same people i entered TP with. how nostalgic. 15th and 16th will be spent with them since it is may's, james's and my bday. i'm not to sure if james cn join us but i hope he does. as well as nicholas cheong. thats like my greatest wish. then next up wld be with darling ophix.

i've compiled my own wishlist. perhaps God or santa (or wtv else there is) will be listening (or reading)

- go on a long deserved holiday to hongkong to shop for my porter bags and explore the beauty of shopping there
- explore taiwan and of course shop
- see the sakura's bloom and enjoy the beautiful weather in japan
- shop in korea and try to spot my idols
- and of course what else can i do in new york but just shop, shop and shop.

- that fabulous trenchcoat
- that top I saw Steven Lai wearing (i dont have to worry abt being seen wearing the same thing as him. his in new york anyway)
- new shoes
- i want to revamp my wardrobe with burberry, hugo boss, CK, LV and Lanvin
- i need a new bag
- oh and seeing my idols. ok make that meeting!

so far fetched. oh and suddenly i have the urge to study fashion. goodness. my parents will murder me if i tell them. 2:06 AM

oh wow. i think i have a secret crush on someone. HAHAHA. now i know how yanti and fion feel. ok wait. they dont count. but yea. strange how you can feel very attracted to someone on screen, their on screen personality etc. i'm such a sucker for perfection.

at least its a pleasant distraction from the current brewing storm. 8:59 PM

I cant be bothered abt such matters anymore. thats has been life all along. C'est la vie. both the good and the bad. 10:47 PM