So my 19th birthday approaches. I hope it will be a welcome distraction from all the events currently unfolding around me. So far its sounding better then the last. but then again, it doesnt take much to beat last year's.

i want to be with everyone but i dont know if its possible. its almost confirmed that my bday will be spent with the same people i entered TP with. how nostalgic. 15th and 16th will be spent with them since it is may's, james's and my bday. i'm not to sure if james cn join us but i hope he does. as well as nicholas cheong. thats like my greatest wish. then next up wld be with darling ophix.

i've compiled my own wishlist. perhaps God or santa (or wtv else there is) will be listening (or reading)

- go on a long deserved holiday to hongkong to shop for my porter bags and explore the beauty of shopping there
- explore taiwan and of course shop
- see the sakura's bloom and enjoy the beautiful weather in japan
- shop in korea and try to spot my idols
- and of course what else can i do in new york but just shop, shop and shop.

- that fabulous trenchcoat
- that top I saw Steven Lai wearing (i dont have to worry abt being seen wearing the same thing as him. his in new york anyway)
- new shoes
- i want to revamp my wardrobe with burberry, hugo boss, CK, LV and Lanvin
- i need a new bag
- oh and seeing my idols. ok make that meeting!

so far fetched. oh and suddenly i have the urge to study fashion. goodness. my parents will murder me if i tell them. 2:06 AM